The Political Jesus

 

February 25, 2022

As we discovered in our article “Mary and Old Joe” See essay here. there is some controversy regarding Jesus's date of birth, besides the whole Christmas thing. Because his Father Joe was of the Davidic messianic bloodline, there were certain restrictions as to when a messianic child should be born. Jesus was born in March, not the month of atonement – September when he should have been. This led to some almost arbitrary manoeuvring by the Zadokite priest, John the Baptist,

John here, not really a supporter of Christ, was reluctantly pressed into service by the authority of Joseph, Jesus's father as head of the Royal House of David, to authenticate Jesus as his rightful heir. The problem being, Jesus's birth date. His being born in March, as opposed to the expected, and accepted month of atonement, September.he had risen to prominence in AD 26 with the arrival of the Roman governor Pontius Pilate.

His involvement was necessitated by the fact that he was a Hebrew as was Jesus's brother James, but Jesus was a Hellenist. John supported James because he met all the messianic criteria whereas Jesus did not. Nevertheless, he recognized Jesus as legitimate and did baptize him. We can see that it was John's attitudes that caused Jesus to realize that he had to make a stand or lose out to his brother James. Jesus really wanted a revived Jewish kingdom, and in order to do this, he decided to create his own party that would not follow any previous “ideologies”. His idea was that Israel could not defeat Roman power if they were divided, and continued to hold themselves separate from the gentiles (non-native Jews), Israel had to be united, and completely integrated – he was more than a little frustrated with Jews of rigid Hebrew principles. John the baptist had the rank to be the messiah 

Too, having the rank to be the messiah. The Davidic bloodline then, as now, was diverse enough to allow for some to be a contender for the throne.

but was too reclusive to fill all the duties required, his brother James also could have been the messiah, but was too relaxed and, coasted in the support of High Priest Caiaphas and, the Baptist's support.

Jesus then from a position of political weakness, resolved to step in to the limelight determined to give his people their long awaited messiah. This he had every right to do, after all he was his father's first born son no matter what the squabbling priests and politicians said. Just as importantly, he was the accepted Davidic dynast, - the spiritual son of the angel Gabriel in the eyes of the Hellenists, he too had the support of the gentiles and proselytes (baptized converts to Judaism). It then did not take him long to gather his disciples, appoint his twelve delegates (apostles) and began his ministry. By doing so, he became a threat to Herod, the Romans, the Pharisees, as well as the Sadducees. Jesus then went on to take on the establishment head on where he sought to be both king and priest, to create a world where there was no separation of conviction, class, or fortune, a world where we returned to the ideals of princely service.

Much of what we think we know of Jesus is a church fabrication, at the council of Hippo in 393 AD and the council of Carthage in 397 AD, books that had been part of the New Testament were removed and it was only as late as 1546 AD, at the Council of Trent

Council of Trent. Here we see the church 1,514 years after its creation, still trying to fine tune the story it made up about its main character.

that Mathew, Luke, Mark, and John were settled upon. The Nag Hamadi codices have brought other earlier gospels to light, some of these differ markedly, for instance the gospel of Phillip says: “Some say Mary conceived by the Holy Spirit, they are wrong. They do not know what they are saying.” In another work, The book of James (The “Protevangelium”), was believed by Origen (185 – 254) the christian Platonist of Alexandria to have been written by Jesus's brother James. This book describes how his mother Mary, was one of the temple nuns of Jerusalem – a sacred almah.

Hebrews 7:14 tells us that Jesus was of the tribe of Judah, therefore he was descended from King David. Scripture also says that he was from Nazareth, but this is a misunderstood term, Jesus was a Nazarene but not from Nazareth, Luke 2:39 implies that Joseph's family came from Nazareth but this is really a sectarian term. The book of Acts 24:5 says Paul was brought up on religious sedition charges by the Governor of Caesarea “For we have found this man a pestilent fellow, and a mover of religious sedition among all the Jews throughout all the world, and a ringleader of the sect of the Nazarenes”. In Arabic, the word for Christians is Nasrani, and the Quran says the word as Nasara or Nazara, these variants stem from the Hebrew Nozrim, a plural noun Nazrie ha-Brit which means, Keepers of the Covenant, a designation for the Essene community at Qumran on the Dead Sea.

Caves at Qumran. The Qumran Caves and the Dead Sea Scrolls

The Qumran caves, where the Dead Sea Scrolls were discovered, are a collection of natural and man-made caves and crevices located in the limestone cliffs near the ancient settlement of Qumran, along the northwest shore of the Dead Sea. While over 200 potential hiding places were explored, only about 40 yielded artifacts, and only one—Cave 3Q—produced highly unusual texts, including the enigmatic Copper Scroll. These caves are spread across an 8-kilometre area, with some close to the ruins of Khirbet Qumran and others farther north

Regional map Who Wrote the Dead Sea Scrolls? Scholars widely believe the scrolls were written, copied, and stored by a Jewish sect living at Qumran between the 2nd century BCE and 1st century CE—commonly identified as the Essenes, a monastic group devoted to strict ritual purity and apocalyptic expectation. However, some theories suggest that the scrolls reflect a broader range of Jewish traditions from the Second Temple period. Deeper Historical Context: From Moses to Qumran The origins of the scrolls' teachings can be traced to the Mosaic tradition—the covenant between God and Israel delivered through Moses, traditionally dated to the 13th–15th century BCE. This covenant included laws, rituals, and prophetic expectations that would shape Jewish identity for centuries.

By the 6th century BCE, the Babylonian Exile had disrupted traditional priesthood and temple worship. When the exiles returned under Persian rule, the Second Temple was built, and with it emerged various sects interpreting the Torah and prophetic writings differently. Among these were Pharisees,Sadducees, Zealots, and the Essenes.

The Qumran community appears to have seen itself as the true remnant of Israel, preserving a purer form of Mosaic law in anticipation of divine judgment and the arrival of a messianic figure. They copied and preserved texts that included:

• Copies of nearly every book of the Hebrew Bible (Old Testament), including the Torah, which traditionally originates with Moses.

• Commentaries and reinterpretations of biblical texts, often apocalyptic in tone.

• Community rules, such as the Manual of Discipline (or Community Rule), which outlined strict laws and purity codes.

• Pesharim, or commentaries, linking biblical prophecies to events of their time. 

A Detailed Overview of the Caves

Number of Caves:
More than 200 natural caves, crevices, and possible hiding places were examined throughout the Qumran area.

Artifact-Bearing Caves:
Only about 40 of these locations yielded any significant artifacts.

Key Caves of Discovery:

• Cave 1: The first and one of the most important caves, discovered in 1947, containing several well-preserved scrolls.

• Caves 2, 3, and 11: Located farther north of the Qumran site, with Cave 3 yielding the Copper Scroll, an unusual text listing hidden temple treasures.

• Caves 4–10: Clustered closer to Khirbet Qumran; Cave 4 yielded the largest collection of fragments.

• Cave 12: A recently discovered cave that contained a blank scroll, broken jars, and remnants indicating past scroll storage.

 

Cave 3Q – The Copper Scroll:

Unlike the other scrolls, which were written on parchment or papyrus, the Copper Scroll was engraved on thin sheets of copper. It lists 64 locations of buried treasure—likely symbolic or spiritual in nature—possibly tied to the Temple in Jerusalem.

 

Man-Made Caves:
Several caves were artificially modified and may have served as storerooms for scrolls or places of retreat for copying and study.

Proximity to Qumran:
The caves are all within a few kilometres of Khirbet Qumran, with the most distant just over a mile away—suggesting a deliberate and organized system of storing sacred texts in remote but accessible locations.

It is in misunderstanding the context of the word that the controversy as to whether or not Nazareth really existed in Jesus's time. It does not appear on contemporary maps, books, documents, or military records. Even St Paul, who chronicles much of Jesus's travels, makes no mention of the place. The sectarian term can be traced back to the Old Testament figures of Samson, and Samuel of who were ascetic individuals and bound by strict vows as related to Moses in Numbers 6:2-21

In my opinion, the most important non biblical books that relate to biblical times - more precisely the period around the “death” of Jesus, is Flavius Josephus who was in charge of the defence of the Galilee. In his Antiquities of the Jews, and Wars of the Jews, he explains that the Essenes were very practised and knowledgeable in the healing arts. He explains that they had received this know how from the ancients. The Arabic term for Essene, asayya, corresponds to the Greek essenoi, which means physician.

The Essenes believed that the human soul has two cardinal points, one of light, and one of darkness. The light of course representing truth and righteousness, and darkness representing perversion and evil. It was accepted that people have varying degrees of each within themselves. To balance the two, there is a long arduous emotional, physical, and spiritual journey, which terminates with a time of justification; which in our time is called the day of judgment. This you may recall from our previous articles, I call our debrief. However in the case of the Essenes, when it comes to the interpretations in regards to the book of Revelations, it all came down to symbolism where Israel is the light and Rome of course is dark.

The Essenes, Druids, Fey of Scotland/Ireland, Knight Templar. Much of that precious knowledge gone thanks to the church. Its only since the late 19^th century has medicine began to recover.

The importance of the Essene's medical knowledge will become vital to our understanding of the events at Golgotha. It is there at Calvary where we learn about the power of the Grail, and it is this power that for the next thousand years sent the emerging Catholic church in to paroxysms of violence that included genocide, and to this very day, they continue to actively suppress anything that disproves the church's dogma. What was done at Golgotha, allowed Jesus to escape to Srinagar Kashmir. His wife and children escaped to the south of France where they would eventually become the royal houses of Europe. Let us together now follow this vine's path of the Grail and find out about our human god.

 

Hunter-Gatherer, Or?

 

February 20, 2022

Human history—boy, is it a mess. On one hand, we have people like myself promoting the idea that intelligent life began around 350,000 years ago. On the other, we’re told that we evolved from volcanic mud puddles, with chains of enzymes eventually combining to form intelligence. The truth likely lies somewhere in between. Yes, our planet was seeded with life through a process called panspermia. Yes, ancient proteins, enzymes, and other organic compounds may have formed in volcanic mud pools—and yes, we evolved from there. But only up to a certain point.

We also know that Earth was seeded with life early in the Solar System’s formation. That life, according to some theories, came from a planet that formed outside our local region of space. Life had already developed on that planet in humanoid form, and those beings were at least a million years ahead of us on the evolutionary ladder. We developed independently from that seeding until we became bipedal, semi-intelligent hominids. Then these more advanced humanoids—what some call the Annunaki—arrived on Earth and created us by combining their DNA with ours, essentially jump starting our evolution. This intervention has left us endlessly confused about our origins and identity.

Except, of course, for certain religious institutions—like the Evangelical Creation Museum in Petersburg, Kentucky. Most paleontologists, by contrast, agree that humanity’s “cradle of creation” was the Great Rift Valley, which stretches from Djibouti in the north to Tanzania in the south, with nearly half of it located in Ethiopia. From there, early humans migrated out of Africa into the Middle East and beyond.

There’s still a great deal of mystery surrounding hominid history: the origins of beings like the “Hobbits of Indonesia,” why both Neanderthals and Homo sapiens created cave art over 250,000 years ago, and why some Homo sapiens carry Neanderthal DNA. Setting those questions aside, we know the Annunaki are said to have arrived on Earth around 432,000 years ago, and that we were created approximately 300,000 years ago. This matches up with many archaeological dates for both Neanderthal and Homo sapiens settlements.

Although we can’t be absolutely certain, in one ancient image there appears to be a figure standing near an authority figure, with conical, tree-shaped objects arranged on a tray. This imagery is common in Egyptian art and is believed to represent Shem-an-na—the so-called "cakes" of MFKZT.

Wait—authority figure? We just jumped from ancient Neanderthals to...who exactly? This is where things get murky, entering the realm of what probably was.

Verifiable human history, as some claim, begins about 300,000 years ago with our creation by the Annunaki—those humanoids from another world. This creation supposedly took place in the Abzu (Africa), the realm of Enki. For the first 250,000 years of our existence—perhaps a better word is bondage—we were brutally treated by our creators. We were slaves, laboring naked before them. Although Enki, his sister Ninkharsag, and many of the 600 Annunaki eventually developed respect or even affection for us, we were still seen as tools—objects to be used and abused.

Humans as tools. For the entire time that the Annunaki were with us, we were slaves for them. For the most part, our treatment was harsh, but fair. After Unapishtim's (Noah) flood, kingship was lowered from heaven, and conditions for us improved marginally. He was our first human true Grail king, beginning the long tradition of service to the people.

Most scholars only recognize Sumerian history starting about 6,000 years ago, so there’s clearly a massive timescale discrepancy here. But that’s less of a problem when the Sumerian King List is taken literally, which places our history tens or even hundreds of thousands of years deeper into the past. Enki was reportedly proud of his creation—us. It’s very likely we were initially kept in pens for observation before being assigned to various Annunaki work sites. Enlil, for example, was eager to use us in Sumer—the original Garden of Eden.

So how do we get from slaves in the garden to hunter-gatherer Neanderthals dwelling in caves?

There are several theories, but I prefer two in particular. The first suggests that the pens were overcrowded and conditions were so intolerable that we escaped, eventually learning to survive off the land. Even the Bible hints at this—referencing drought, disease, and climate change as driving forces behind early migration.

The second theory proposes that the Annunaki organized expeditions that included dozens of us as laborers, hunters, sex slaves, or timekeepers while they scouted for valuable minerals. In either case—whether we escaped or became nomadic workers—our spirituality was influenced by the Annage (another term for the Annunaki).

Take the swastika, for instance. It’s a stylized cross whose first recorded appearance dates to around 3,000 BCE. It had nothing to do with Christianity and was originally meant to represent the Annage’s home planet—Nibiru. Across both Neanderthal and early Homo sapiens societies, the core of spiritual belief was earthbound and energy-based.And that, surprisingly, is the same truth we are rediscovering today: You and I—we are made of light and energy.

Thoughts

 

January 26, 2022

Yesterday was fucked up, I took my truck in to the shop to have them replace the windshield washer fluid pump, 6 hours later having had to switch trucks and move all my kit in to a new truck I finally got out of there. Then because of that delay, my load is now 17 hours late. Okay fine my old truck had 1,012,357 kilometres on it, and yes it ran like shit, and yes it was at the point of fix and replace daily but, I was used to the machine, and I had tons of kit in it that took forever to move in to the “newer” truck. I hate moving in to new trucks because you always forget things, then they are lost cause the maintenance people will not save it for you if they find it, the ass-holes. And now, I have to try to get used to how the new truck handles, you just watch, the first time I try to back up, I will look like I am 3 minutes in to my first lesson at truck driving school. Rant over.

As I have indicated in other articles, when I was a young child I spent quite a bit of time with my nose buried in my children's bible, there I kept coming across references to either the nephilim or watchers. My mother who was well versed in the bible said that those words meant giants. That explanation did not sit right with me, I do not put much stock in to the theory that giants once walked the Earth, they apparently were in the bible, and were found throughout Mesoamerica. There is a strange isolated passage in the Old Testament in regards to giants, nothing before or after it relates to Genesis 6:1-4 which says, “And it came to pass, when men began to multiply on the face of the earth, and daughters were born unto them, that the sons of God saw the daughters of men that they were fair; and they took them for wives all of which they chose... And there were giants in the earth in those days; and also after that, when the sons of God came in unto the daughters of men, and they bare children to them, the same became mighty men which were of old, men of renown”. Flavius Joephus and his Antiquities of the Jews is likely the source of the problem, Flavius said, that the Bene ha-Elohim had the strength resembling the Grecian Titans, meaning giants. So who, or what exactly, were the Bene ha-Elohim? These were the children that the sons of God sired on the daughters of men.

Collectively the Old Testament calls these the Nephilim, the Book of Enoch tells us that they fell from grace because they consorted with earthly women, but the true meaning of Nephilim is, those who descended, which closely echoes the word Annunaki – from heaven to earth came.

TGH Pentagram. This symbol, the church has made evil, a sign of the “Devil”. Its not of course, the symbol came out of Egypt as a universally accepted signal of, a learned individual being on sabbatical. It too is a unisex symbol, a single point downward is male, the opposite, female. A goats head denoting satanism is a really new addition, Eliphas Levi in the 19^th century made it part of the Church of Satan, from there, popular culture adopted it as, being evil. The name Éliphas Lévi is the pen name of Alphonse Louis Constant, a 19th-century French occultist and author (1810–1875), best known for his works on ceremonial magic and esoteric philosophy. Translation of the Name: Éliphas is a French rendering of the Hebrew name Eliphaz, which appears in the Bible (Job's friend). Lévi refers to the Hebrew Levi, the tribe of priests in ancient Israel. So, Éliphas Lévi roughly translates to:"Eliphaz the Levite" or "Wise priest" (symbolically, in the esoteric tradition) It was a pseudonym chosen to reflect spiritual authority and mystical lineage, aligning with Lévi’s interests in Kabbalah, Hermeticism, and Western occult traditions.

Another source of the problem is the Greek Septuagint Bible, because of miss-translations a whole new breed of creature was created, the Fallen Angels. The book of Enoch identifies the Nephilim as Watchers, which makes sense, these Fallen Angels were the other part of Mission Earth, these were the astronauts who operated the way station on Mars, and piloted the spacecraft which flew between the Earth and Mars, as well as Mars to Nibiru, not to mention the satellites in orbit around Earth; which studied Earth's chemical/geologic composition.

The singular of Nephilim is Nephil, the vowel free Semitic root is NFL - cast down, and in Hebrew editions of Genesis is rendered as Watcher, and so too in the Book of Daniel which was written circa 400 years after Genesis in 165 B.C.E. So too does the books of Enoch and Jubilees use the term watchers. One of the items found among the Dead Sea Scrolls is the Damascus Document, which brings the Giant, Fallen Angel, and Watcher labels together: “I will uncover your eyes... that you may not be drawn by thoughts of the guilty inclination and by lustful eyes. For many went astray because of this ...The watchers of heaven fell because of this... And their sons as tall as cedar trees, whose bodies were like mountains”.

The Israelis during their Babylonian Captivity learned a lot about themselves, and their god El Shaddai/Enlil, there too they discovered the ancient Book of the Law 2 Kings 22:8, with that in hand, they were able to cement the rules of their religious doctrine. By the 2^nd century B.C they had a rather comprehensive library, unfortunately it was not their history but instead was mythological. In their failure to document their history in chronological order, we are left to guess whether the Nephilim were really giants or not. Some question how a giant could have sex with a normal sized female, that is a silly question, because today's NBA players can do it. They are born at relatively normal sizes and weights and grow to their 7' heights.

The Akasha

 

February 8, 2022

This whole subject of the Holy Grail really upsets people, I guess we should not be overly surprised by that. I mean after all, we are slowly chipping away at people's fundamental belief systems. The problem with the grail is, with one hand it shows us the truth of our real history, and with the other, this truth clashes with the doctrine that the church has force fed humanity for the last 2022 years. The church has used an invented concept called hell to whip us in to line, it softens that by saying, if you believe in me (Jesus Christ) you will go to heaven regardless of your sins, but if do not believe in me, you are going straight to hell. By contrast the grail offers nor does it need such trickery, the proof of it's reality is shown to us daily by particle physics, archaeology, and, those incredible feelly feels that tell you you are on the right path. The only trickery about the grail is, discerning it's truth from the labyrinth of lies told by the church.

The grail is about fundamental energy, that is what in Sanskrit, the word Akashic means. So what is fundamental energy? Well so far science has not caught up to that, but we know it is not kinetic energy, nor chemical; it is likely not nuclear either. There is a strong likelihood that it not dis-similar to the energy that is released/realized, when gold transmutes from it's molten liquid gaseous state to it's white powder mono-atomic (single atom) state. In that instant, there is a brilliant flash of white light. Both the masons of the Knight Templar, and it's Arabic sister order the Assassins, knew how to harness the energy of that flash of light and imbue that brilliance in to the stained glass windows of European cathedrals. It is extremely unfortunate that every example of said stained glass was destroyed during WW11. There are countless descriptions from long before the war, of how even at night, the church lit by candle light of how the stained glass would glow. As you will remember, gold is created in the final few seconds just before a star goes supernova, one of the most powerful explosions in the known universe. We believe that there is a whole brand new branch of physics that must be investigated in that field of MFKZT.

Both MFKZT and Akashic energy are healing energies, gold being more limited in it's scope of abilities. By that I mean that it has life extending potential but, only at the cellular level. It has the capability to alter and repair cellular mutations that cause diseases such as cancer, HIV/Aids, and some neurological conditions such as Parkinsons and possibly Alzeimers. Akashic energy on the other hand, is far more powerful and can/does heal both our physical and sacred selves. All of us have faced trauma in one form or another, most of us are deeply scarred by these experiences. Some of these traumas extend back in time for many lifetimes, and leave us helpless to deal with them in any meaningful way. When you heal trauma, you heal the nervous system. When you heal the nervous system, you heal the emotional body. When you heal the emotional body, you heal the psychic (empathetic) body. When you heal the psychic body, you are now healthy enough for changes to begin to take place. Those changes enable your personal vibrational frequencies to vibrate at higher and higher frequencies. 

The healthier that you are are when it is your time to investigate your Akashic record, the easier it is to trust in what you learn from your experiences with them. What this enables is the awakening of your Kundalini energy, some of what you may experience during this is:

1) Tingling , itching, skin crawling, stinging sensations.

2. Hot or cold flashes on your skin or inside your body.

3. Muscle twitching.

4. Sensations of a type of electricity inside you body, you may begin to interfere with lights, fuses, you may begin to break finely made nick knacks.

5. You will experience differences in you sleep patterns, loss of or changes in appetite.

6. Excesses of energy or periods of extreme fatigue.

7. Intensified or diminished sexual activity.

8. Racing heartbeat, pains in your chest – do not treat these lightly, seek medical attention.

9. Numbness or pain in your extremities – again seek medical attention.

10. You will experience rapid mood shifts, and likely will exhibit emotional outbursts.

Kundalini energy is powerful, and the experience of your sacred self awakening can make you feel as if you are losing your mind, you are not going crazy, you are merely reconnecting with your true self, the person you were in the period before you were born, the real you, not the one that that the Judaeo Christian tradition has forced you to be.Some additional things that you may experience are as follows:

1. Hearing internal music, ringing in your ears.

2. Mental confusion, difficulty concentrating.

3. Altered states of consciousness, out of body experiences, astral projection, past life memories.

4. Increased creativity, new interests.

5. Intuitive instinctual understanding of deeper spiritual truths.

6. Seeing flashing white lights in the periphery of your vision during day or nighttime.

7. A sense of bliss and unity with all.

8. A sense of receiving the “Holy Spirit” as Jesus's disciples did at Pentecost as described in the bible. This can result in new healing abilities, perhaps even speaking in tongues, which as stated above, are actual memories of previous incarnations.

The energies of the Kundalini and the Akasha are different, the Kundalini is where we come from, the Akasha is the primary energy, the source of all. On Nibiru, the Annage are aware of this, and it is what they taught us, and it is what we worked towards during our development. It is clear from Jesus's parable in Mathew 7:24-27 that it is well understood just how difficult it is to attain higher vibrational frequencies. His parables in their original language without their bastardized meanings by the Christian Church well explain how to increase your personal vibratory rates. You may have read that a Freemason now has eyes and ears with which to see and hear, indeed he does because he can now see the truth in the bible and read it for the truth with which it holds. And that is why it is recommended that a mason attend a church of his/her choosing, so that they do not become contemptuous of spiritualism. A reminder of what's real, to give compassion to those who won't give it back. 

TA k The Christian Sneer. They've been taught to ridicule all that isn't accepted dogma of the church. In so doing they've cut hundreds of millions of souls off from source, and held back our scientific advances by more than 1,000 years. There too is a strong likelihood that they have caused, an over population problem here in this realm. Christians have no idea of what to truly expect when they die in this realm, when faced with the reality of it, they are panic womb jumping, instead of properly preparing for their next incarnation.

The Knight Templar, from which Freemasonry and the Rosicrucian stemmed, at the peak of their power in 1312 were at the point where they were capable of challenging the Catholic church both militarily and financially. It boggles my mind that they did not when King Phillip IV of France, and his puppet Pope, Clement V desperately tried to disband the order at the council of Vienne in 1314. In every historic instance the Grail has shown itself to be more forgiving than the church, to show more “christian humanity” than that which purports itself as the purveyor of Christ's teachings. And as we know Christ taught Hermetics, not the drivel that the church doles out. Hermetics is about the positive use of personal energy, and higher vibratory frequencies.

So there are two ways of seeing the problem that confronts us here. One is to see the church as a criminal organization in that it has committed horrendous crimes against humanity by cutting us off from our true spiritual selves. The second being that somewhere somehow someone thought that it was a good idea to have a monster social experiment and see what would happen if untold billions were cut off from source. This I do not see as a viable possibility in any way whatsoever. In twenty years of study the one thing that has come through clearly, is that followers of the christian faith lack spiritual fulfillment, and always search for meaningful information. This their clergy is aware of and tell their flocks to have faith and that understanding will come; for most it does not.

The thing here is the church is built entirely on negative energy, when Emperor Constantine made himself the first pope in 708, those early “Christians” knew that what was being done to their belief system was entirely opposite as to what Christ had taught and considered it a crime against the true church of Jerusalem. Since the church's inception, they have continued to refine the lie of the deified Christ, and teach material that is not even in any of the published books in the bible. They therefore continue to increase the negative energy of the church, and continue to lead their flocks further from their true spirituality.

The bible claims that if you study it long enough, there is no answer to earthly problems it will not answer. That's fair because it was written about earthly things done by beings who came to earth to do earthly things with attitudes that are, well...earthly. In studying those beings who came to earth, we find that they have/had questions about what is fate and what is destiny. On pursuing those questions, they have provided a way for both themselves and us, their creation, to answer those questions. The bible will never be able to answer those types of inquiries. The best we will get is have faith, and Saint Peter will explain all before you get the thumbs up or down. In understanding our true history and the gift of understanding given us, we can know what our fates are, why some things-events were our destinies. In being able to access the Akashic record we can break free of the pandemic of depression and fear, that has been our lot since the church has bullied it's way in to being our spiritual advisor. A better term for that is, our spiritual assassin.

The Way Of It

 

January 17, 2022

This spiritual awakening, it never went the way that I thought it would. It has been full of waves and troughs and sometimes just weird shit happening. After my father's relationship with Capon fell apart, he explored transcendental philosophies, which often involved him dragging my 11 year old self to some lodge north of Toronto and spending a day or more hanging out with folks of whom I thought were just weird. They were not, they just seemed that way to me because I was too young to understand that that's where they were in their spiritual journeys. Going to these places frustrated me because I loved the alone time with dad, but once we arrived, he would engage with the other people leaving me to... what exactly? Needless to say I got bored and spent my time outside in the woods.

Neither one of us seemed to get much out of these trips, and often times I would lose dad anyway as he got high and I got sad watching him get high. At that age I of course had no idea that his addiction and its effects on me were part of my spiritual journey, and how his going in to a recovery program really was the beginning of it. As he went in to recovery, for the first time that I could remember, I was actually filled with hope, a hope that the nightmare might actually be ending. It did not, not just then, it would be a further 15 months down the road after their suicides where things would begin to improve

You might wonder how carrying the baggage of both your parents suicide would lead to things improving but, believe me, losing the monstrous negative energy sources that they were was a bonus beyond measure. You see, it cleared the deck and allowed other things to begin to happen. The most important of that was/is the realization that I was deserving of love, and that I deserved better than the whore that I had married (see our article “The Tween”), and that my heart, my love was not toxic as I been raised to believe.

In our article (“Incremental Change”), we talk about living in survival mode, my parent's passing was the beginning of the process that eventually allowed me to start to rewire my brain in preparation of the awakening of my sacred self. My father going to those lodges was in search of his own awakening, his problem was that he too was in survival mode while numbed to it with the use of drugs and alcohol. My father claimed that when he got high he saw colours, this I later determined that he meant auras. Yup we all have them and they broadcast our moods and thoughts, see our article (“Understanding Looniness”) for more on that. Whatever he thought he saw while under the influence was quite possibly real, however, it was a curiosity to him instead of something readily attainable to him and everyone of us if we open ourselves up to the idea of such being possible.

I admired my father's intelligence, his brain was fun to play in, and it was heart breaking after he got out of recovery to hear him say and I quote, “I don't feel as smart as I used to be”. Well of course he wasn't, he had spent 20 plus years being an out of control addict. Of course he was burned out, in fact he was lucky that he did not have wet brain. Yes it is true that the Esennes, and in particular Jesus's brother, used narcotics, and they are the reason why Jesus survived the ordeal on the cross and, lost consciousness as quickly as he did. So too did the priesthood in Mesoamerica. The thing there was that these highly skilled men and women, in the case of the Magdalene, knew that these substances were dangerous and were to be used with extreme caution. The above were the baby steps that I needed to take to open myself up to healing spiritually. In previous articles I have spoken about my own drug and alcohol use, in using I was shielding myself from all the pain, just as my parent's were. There is nothing wrong with seeking some respite, but in losing ourselves to substance abuse, we close ourselves off to why the things that are happening to us take place.

Experiencing those horrible feely feels and the drama that too often accompanies them, allows us to move forward with the real reasons why we are here, which is to allow our sacred self to learn whatever lesson or multiple lessons we are tasked to learn. While we wade neck deep through the shit, we of course ask ourselves, why me? And we are angry at the universe, or god, or even the purple polka dot monster which is a pointless waste of energy because, the shit we go through, we signed up for while part of the Kundalini. So what provides you with more comfort, do you (A) believe in nothing (B) pray to an invisible god to magically make the problem go away, or (C) experience the problem knowing that there is a very good reason why you are neck deep in it but you know that when you have learned the lesson your sacred self is far better off?

The medical community around substance abuse says that addiction is a disease, and that is a fact, an addicts brain actually experiences physiological changes, there is a five centimeter shift or about two and a half inches in the ventral tegmental and ventral striatum areas as well as the obvious killing off of brain cells. This shift is permanent brain damage as it leaves the addict with a life long vulnerability to continue their substance abuse, even if or when they get clean and sober. As I have stated elsewhere, I have memories of my time before this realm, while being briefed about this realm, I was warned that on Earth there were powerful addictive substances here that should be avoided at all cost. On the most part I have been able to follow that advise, except I got caught by nicotine, damn cigarettes.

We have talked about how every circumstance or person in our lives has a purpose, the disease of addiction seemingly certainly does not serve the addict. However, the addicts friends and family are likely needing to learn lessons provided by the drama that inevitably takes place while the person is in active addiction. We are in this realm to both teach and learn, it is entirely possible that the addict chose while in the Kundalini to take a role of great personal sacrifice to teach and learn some very hard lessons. Yes, you are right, there seems to be a contradiction there, but remember, we are immortal and have lived many different lifetimes and our only goal is ascension. For the addict, the lesson may be as simple as wanting to know what addiction was, or it could be far deeper, the only real way of knowing is to access the Akashic record.

Unholy Zeal

 

January 13, 2022

How it was just before the Spanish arrived.
The Mexican I wish I had a better understanding of their history. From what I know, they began their journey to the central highlands of Mexico from what are now the present-day American states of Utah, Arizona, and Nevada. I’m not sure why they migrated south, but if I had to guess, I’d hazard it was a combination of factors: climate change, food scarcity, and possibly interference from the “Gods.” I mention the latter only because we know that the Annage were active in the Americas during the initial migratory period.

We can be reasonably confident that, as the Mexican moved south, they were met with suspicion and hostility. Where they were accepted, it was often in the lowest of capacities—as slaves. And slavery in their context didn’t confer rights or status. It would have seemed unthinkable that one of them might one day become a High King like Coattail (Meet-CO-watl). Yet, through many long years and great effort, that is exactly what happened.

Unfortunately, for this to come to pass, a troubling precedent had to be set—one that would play a major role in how everything later unravelled.

Until recently, I had laboured under the misconception that the Mayan/Aztec world was far more centralized and organized, perhaps resembling ancient Rome with a central government overseeing provincial governors. This, however, was not the case. Their world was composed of independent city-states, much like ancient Shumer or, more recently, classical Greece. And that meant frequent warfare. It was through this constant warfare that the Mexican rose to power, eventually overcoming their former overlords.

This rise is historically fascinating, especially because successful slave revolts are exceedingly rare. Part of the Mexica’s success came through careful subterfuge. As captives and slaves, they were forbidden from participating in celebrations or sacred ceremonies, yet they were expected to maintain their owners’ weapons and ceremonial attire in pristine condition. Being slaves, they were also forbidden from possessing anything that could be used as a weapon. The Mexican, however, were resourceful—they would secretly craft two copies of a weapon: one flimsy and harmless in case of discovery, the other a true and functional replica.

Itzcoatl’s father, Acamapichtli (Ah-cah-mah-PEECH-tli), had died during a time of violence. He had married a noblewoman from Culhuacan. The Mexican supported Itzcoatl’s ascension to the throne because of his mother’s lineage—it would help secure loyalty among the people of Culhuacan. In their volatile political environment, there was no tradition of primogeniture. Leadership was based not on birth order but on strength and capability. Itzcoatl’s rise is a testament to just how fluid their political structure was.

While not entirely unheard of, regicide—the killing of a king or queen—was rare. Noble families tended to remain closely allied, knowing they would be rewarded with high military ranks or positions in the priesthood. Interestingly, deposed kings were not always executed, unlike King Alalu, who was overthrown by King Anu. In many cases, deposed rulers would attempt to remain loyal and persuade their followers to support the new regime—often in vain.

Coattail had not been groomed for kingship. That role had been intended for his half-brother Huitzilihuitl (Hwee-tzee-lee-HWEE-tl). Both were sons of a slave girl from a neighbouring village, Azcapotzalco. She had been a vegetable seller before being handed over to Acamapichtli—likely as a wager, debt settlement, or offering to curry royal favour. She was said to be quite attractive. In Mexican society, the children of slaves were not automatically considered slaves themselves.

Sadly, Aztec civilization has long been misunderstood. Scholars have often labelled them “cannibalistic savages” who killed indiscriminately and believed, mistakenly, that all Aztec slaves were prisoners of war to be sacrificed to the gods. While many prisoners of war—mostly men—were indeed sacrificed, not all slaves were the same. As in the Mediterranean world, slaves could come from any background, even royalty. In fact, Itzcoatl’s mother had been a former princess.

We will return to the world of the Aztecs in later articles. For now, however, our Grail quest continues. In our search for spirituality, we have come to see how the Western world’s primary source of spiritual guidance has been deeply corrupted. When the Aztecs, Mayans, Inca, Toltec, and Olmecs spoke of their gods, they often invoked The Plumed Serpent—Quetzalcoatl—an Annunaki. The Bible, too, speaks of an Annunaki figure: El Shaddai. The biblical story provides archaeological support (see our article “Israel is in the Wrong Place”)Is Israel in the right place?  suggesting that it, like the Mesoamerican pyramids, may reflect real events.

Our Grail bloodline heritage begins with Enki and an unknown hominid, followed by a long list of begats that culminates in the birth of Jesus Christ. After the failed Jewish rebellion, Jesus is said to have gone to India, while his wife and children fled to Europe. There, the bloodline eventually merged with the royal houses of Europe—particularly concentrated in the Royal House of Stewart.

Due to the unholy zeal of the Catholic Church and a friar named Diego de Landa (see our article An Accomplishment), most of Mesoamerican history was deliberately destroyed—lost to us forever. It remains unknown, and possibly unknowable, whether that lost history contained any records of Grail bloodline connections. Mesoamerican creation stories differ from the Ennuma Elish, but they also contain references to a great flood.

Quetzalcoatl and Viracocha were said to be sons of Enki and El Shaddai—a younger generation of deities, it seems, who presided over the entire Mesoamerican world. At this point in our journey, it seems unlikely that Coattail or his family were actual Grail kings. More plausibly, they were warlords—much like the Coburg Saxe-Windsors of the United Kingdom—who fashioned themselves into royalty.

Where Does It Begin?

 

December 19, 2021

For most of us, we go through life accepting the daily cycle of sleep, waking, eating, going to school/work, returning home for a few hours of recreational time then sleeping again then repeat. As we grow older, we are introduced to our spiritual selves either by our parents or, by our individual needs. Some never acknowledge that spiritual need, either because of they have never been introduced to it, or because they have had a very negative experience with it, or are simply too self-absorbed to consider it. Yet despite our belief system or lack thereof, we are flung in to it from the day that we are born.

And no, I am not referring to christenings, baptisms, or bar mitzvahs. I am talking about our true spiritual journeys. In our articles “It’s Not Looney But Only Barely” and “Understanding Looniness” I reference having memories of an existence of before this one. In the article, I briefly describe the chain of events that led to my incarceration in this realm. While in that “other” realm, I experienced what I describe as a “briefing” which partially illustrated what would take place in this present place. I was stood around a table where I was studying the layout of Earth and its geography. The map was extremely detailed; it displayed population and its forecast growth, as well as areas of interest, which included war zones, and areas of future conflict and fascinatingly, highlighted in gold, the Grail’s vine beginning in ancient Shumer and extending to Scotland. This map had many other interactive features as well.

I took note of this feature and asked about it, I was told only that, “some things and people are special”. This then, was where my Grail quest truly began, and, my spiritual journey continued from. As I have related elsewhere, a child younger than 7 years of age can and does recall previous lifetimes, after that age, ego and “education” interferes with our ability to recall these previous lifetimes. These things are all interconnected. From as early as 3 years of age I could recall these things. I of course, did not have the vocabulary to share these questions, but as I got older, age, ego, and “education” lured me further from my spiritual purpose; which had been to some extent communicated to me at that briefing.

They came together in strange and varied ways, the first being, telling my church Sunday school teacher that Moses and the burning bush was really a UFO (I was 7 years old). The second was in two parts taking place in grade 5 where I discovered plate tectonics and wondered why Earth was a cracked egg; see our article “The Cracked Egg”. Part B to that was Dad’s introduction to a Guy called Capon, who introduced us/him to The Holy Grail. Even at that tender age of 10 years old, the information conveyed by Capon transmitted an absolute truth that had been completely absent from any church narrated material. Unfortunately, my Grail quest was delayed there, and for the next 17 years, I rather floundered around trying to find a new entry point.

 For much of that period I was as lost as its possible for a soul to be. Little did I realize, nor could I have known that while being in that terrible mental, emotional, and spiritual state I was still executing my duties as explained in that “briefing”. The Templars who too often are mistakenly portrayed as “Catholic warrior protectors of the Holy Land” actually believed something quite different. In essence, they believed that humankind was/is fighting a battle between light and darkness, and every one of us is either light or dark. Krsna too tells us that during our immortality we will experience lives of light and darkness.

I believe that while in my previous incarnation I was in a realm of darkness as a being of light. I also believe that what I experienced during those 17 years was training me to deal with an individual who comes from a realm of such darkness that I can barely describe. Even though in many ways I descended to her level, being there and my subsequent recovery tells a positive story that I am still a warrior for light because at no time has my nature ever changed.

So what is the Holy Grail? Is it just a cup? A women’s womb? Maybe just a concept? It is all of that and more, it is a path to the truth, a way back to our true spirituality. The Annunaki concept of god is something that encompasses all, Enki’s boy Thoth shortened that down to what we call the universe-some call that god. Hermetics with its simple system of disciplined truth is what Jesus taught, the Pauline church hijacked Jesus’s teachings, the Grail strives to bring the truth of its hijacking to the people who continue to accept the Pauline lie. But not only that, it seeks to bring balance to our fractured world.

Science and technology make our world easier to manage, and Hermetics teach us about pure love and service to each other without being walked on. The grail allows us to know who we are by giving us access to the Akashic record, and with such access, we are given the opportunity for healing. Real healing that enables not just ours but also generational as well. You and I are here to teach and learn from each other, those lessons will break generations of bullshit that has held us back from attaining higher vibrational frequencies and higher plains of existence.