Thoughts

 

January 26, 2022

Yesterday was fucked up, I took my truck in to the shop to have them replace the windshield washer fluid pump, 6 hours later having had to switch trucks and move all my kit in to a new truck I finally got out of there. Then because of that delay, my load is now 17 hours late. Okay fine my old truck had 1,012,357 kilometres on it, and yes it ran like shit, and yes it was at the point of fix and replace daily but, I was used to the machine, and I had tons of kit in it that took forever to move in to the “newer” truck. I hate moving in to new trucks because you always forget things, then they are lost cause the maintenance people will not save it for you if they find it, the ass-holes. And now, I have to try to get used to how the new truck handles, you just watch, the first time I try to back up, I will look like I am 3 minutes in to my first lesson at truck driving school. Rant over.

As I have indicated in other articles, when I was a young child I spent quite a bit of time with my nose buried in my children's bible, there I kept coming across references to either the nephilim or watchers. My mother who was well versed in the bible said that those words meant giants. That explanation did not sit right with me, I do not put much stock in to the theory that giants once walked the Earth, they apparently were in the bible, and were found throughout Mesoamerica. There is a strange isolated passage in the Old Testament in regards to giants, nothing before or after it relates to Genesis 6:1-4 which says, “And it came to pass, when men began to multiply on the face of the earth, and daughters were born unto them, that the sons of God saw the daughters of men that they were fair; and they took them for wives all of which they chose... And there were giants in the earth in those days; and also after that, when the sons of God came in unto the daughters of men, and they bare children to them, the same became mighty men which were of old, men of renown”. Flavius Joephus and his Antiquities of the Jews is likely the source of the problem, Flavius said, that the Bene ha-Elohim had the strength resembling the Grecian Titans, meaning giants. So who, or what exactly, were the Bene ha-Elohim? These were the children that the sons of God sired on the daughters of men.

Collectively the Old Testament calls these the Nephilim, the Book of Enoch tells us that they fell from grace because they consorted with earthly women, but the true meaning of Nephilim is, those who descended, which closely echoes the word Annunaki – from heaven to earth came.

TGH Pentagram. This symbol, the church has made evil, a sign of the “Devil”. Its not of course, the symbol came out of Egypt as a universally accepted signal of, a learned individual being on sabbatical. It too is a unisex symbol, a single point downward is male, the opposite, female. A goats head denoting satanism is a really new addition, Eliphas Levi in the 19^th century made it part of the Church of Satan, from there, popular culture adopted it as, being evil. The name Éliphas Lévi is the pen name of Alphonse Louis Constant, a 19th-century French occultist and author (1810–1875), best known for his works on ceremonial magic and esoteric philosophy. Translation of the Name: Éliphas is a French rendering of the Hebrew name Eliphaz, which appears in the Bible (Job's friend). Lévi refers to the Hebrew Levi, the tribe of priests in ancient Israel. So, Éliphas Lévi roughly translates to:"Eliphaz the Levite" or "Wise priest" (symbolically, in the esoteric tradition) It was a pseudonym chosen to reflect spiritual authority and mystical lineage, aligning with Lévi’s interests in Kabbalah, Hermeticism, and Western occult traditions.

Another source of the problem is the Greek Septuagint Bible, because of miss-translations a whole new breed of creature was created, the Fallen Angels. The book of Enoch identifies the Nephilim as Watchers, which makes sense, these Fallen Angels were the other part of Mission Earth, these were the astronauts who operated the way station on Mars, and piloted the spacecraft which flew between the Earth and Mars, as well as Mars to Nibiru, not to mention the satellites in orbit around Earth; which studied Earth's chemical/geologic composition.

The singular of Nephilim is Nephil, the vowel free Semitic root is NFL - cast down, and in Hebrew editions of Genesis is rendered as Watcher, and so too in the Book of Daniel which was written circa 400 years after Genesis in 165 B.C.E. So too does the books of Enoch and Jubilees use the term watchers. One of the items found among the Dead Sea Scrolls is the Damascus Document, which brings the Giant, Fallen Angel, and Watcher labels together: “I will uncover your eyes... that you may not be drawn by thoughts of the guilty inclination and by lustful eyes. For many went astray because of this ...The watchers of heaven fell because of this... And their sons as tall as cedar trees, whose bodies were like mountains”.

The Israelis during their Babylonian Captivity learned a lot about themselves, and their god El Shaddai/Enlil, there too they discovered the ancient Book of the Law 2 Kings 22:8, with that in hand, they were able to cement the rules of their religious doctrine. By the 2^nd century B.C they had a rather comprehensive library, unfortunately it was not their history but instead was mythological. In their failure to document their history in chronological order, we are left to guess whether the Nephilim were really giants or not. Some question how a giant could have sex with a normal sized female, that is a silly question, because today's NBA players can do it. They are born at relatively normal sizes and weights and grow to their 7' heights.

The Akasha

 

February 8, 2022

This whole subject of the Holy Grail really upsets people, I guess we should not be overly surprised by that. I mean after all, we are slowly chipping away at people's fundamental belief systems. The problem with the grail is, with one hand it shows us the truth of our real history, and with the other, this truth clashes with the doctrine that the church has force fed humanity for the last 2022 years. The church has used an invented concept called hell to whip us in to line, it softens that by saying, if you believe in me (Jesus Christ) you will go to heaven regardless of your sins, but if do not believe in me, you are going straight to hell. By contrast the grail offers nor does it need such trickery, the proof of it's reality is shown to us daily by particle physics, archaeology, and, those incredible feelly feels that tell you you are on the right path. The only trickery about the grail is, discerning it's truth from the labyrinth of lies told by the church.

The grail is about fundamental energy, that is what in Sanskrit, the word Akashic means. So what is fundamental energy? Well so far science has not caught up to that, but we know it is not kinetic energy, nor chemical; it is likely not nuclear either. There is a strong likelihood that it not dis-similar to the energy that is released/realized, when gold transmutes from it's molten liquid gaseous state to it's white powder mono-atomic (single atom) state. In that instant, there is a brilliant flash of white light. Both the masons of the Knight Templar, and it's Arabic sister order the Assassins, knew how to harness the energy of that flash of light and imbue that brilliance in to the stained glass windows of European cathedrals. It is extremely unfortunate that every example of said stained glass was destroyed during WW11. There are countless descriptions from long before the war, of how even at night, the church lit by candle light of how the stained glass would glow. As you will remember, gold is created in the final few seconds just before a star goes supernova, one of the most powerful explosions in the known universe. We believe that there is a whole brand new branch of physics that must be investigated in that field of MFKZT.

Both MFKZT and Akashic energy are healing energies, gold being more limited in it's scope of abilities. By that I mean that it has life extending potential but, only at the cellular level. It has the capability to alter and repair cellular mutations that cause diseases such as cancer, HIV/Aids, and some neurological conditions such as Parkinsons and possibly Alzeimers. Akashic energy on the other hand, is far more powerful and can/does heal both our physical and sacred selves. All of us have faced trauma in one form or another, most of us are deeply scarred by these experiences. Some of these traumas extend back in time for many lifetimes, and leave us helpless to deal with them in any meaningful way. When you heal trauma, you heal the nervous system. When you heal the nervous system, you heal the emotional body. When you heal the emotional body, you heal the psychic (empathetic) body. When you heal the psychic body, you are now healthy enough for changes to begin to take place. Those changes enable your personal vibrational frequencies to vibrate at higher and higher frequencies. 

The healthier that you are are when it is your time to investigate your Akashic record, the easier it is to trust in what you learn from your experiences with them. What this enables is the awakening of your Kundalini energy, some of what you may experience during this is:

1) Tingling , itching, skin crawling, stinging sensations.

2. Hot or cold flashes on your skin or inside your body.

3. Muscle twitching.

4. Sensations of a type of electricity inside you body, you may begin to interfere with lights, fuses, you may begin to break finely made nick knacks.

5. You will experience differences in you sleep patterns, loss of or changes in appetite.

6. Excesses of energy or periods of extreme fatigue.

7. Intensified or diminished sexual activity.

8. Racing heartbeat, pains in your chest – do not treat these lightly, seek medical attention.

9. Numbness or pain in your extremities – again seek medical attention.

10. You will experience rapid mood shifts, and likely will exhibit emotional outbursts.

Kundalini energy is powerful, and the experience of your sacred self awakening can make you feel as if you are losing your mind, you are not going crazy, you are merely reconnecting with your true self, the person you were in the period before you were born, the real you, not the one that that the Judaeo Christian tradition has forced you to be.Some additional things that you may experience are as follows:

1. Hearing internal music, ringing in your ears.

2. Mental confusion, difficulty concentrating.

3. Altered states of consciousness, out of body experiences, astral projection, past life memories.

4. Increased creativity, new interests.

5. Intuitive instinctual understanding of deeper spiritual truths.

6. Seeing flashing white lights in the periphery of your vision during day or nighttime.

7. A sense of bliss and unity with all.

8. A sense of receiving the “Holy Spirit” as Jesus's disciples did at Pentecost as described in the bible. This can result in new healing abilities, perhaps even speaking in tongues, which as stated above, are actual memories of previous incarnations.

The energies of the Kundalini and the Akasha are different, the Kundalini is where we come from, the Akasha is the primary energy, the source of all. On Nibiru, the Annage are aware of this, and it is what they taught us, and it is what we worked towards during our development. It is clear from Jesus's parable in Mathew 7:24-27 that it is well understood just how difficult it is to attain higher vibrational frequencies. His parables in their original language without their bastardized meanings by the Christian Church well explain how to increase your personal vibratory rates. You may have read that a Freemason now has eyes and ears with which to see and hear, indeed he does because he can now see the truth in the bible and read it for the truth with which it holds. And that is why it is recommended that a mason attend a church of his/her choosing, so that they do not become contemptuous of spiritualism. A reminder of what's real, to give compassion to those who won't give it back. 

TA k The Christian Sneer. They've been taught to ridicule all that isn't accepted dogma of the church. In so doing they've cut hundreds of millions of souls off from source, and held back our scientific advances by more than 1,000 years. There too is a strong likelihood that they have caused, an over population problem here in this realm. Christians have no idea of what to truly expect when they die in this realm, when faced with the reality of it, they are panic womb jumping, instead of properly preparing for their next incarnation.

The Knight Templar, from which Freemasonry and the Rosicrucian stemmed, at the peak of their power in 1312 were at the point where they were capable of challenging the Catholic church both militarily and financially. It boggles my mind that they did not when King Phillip IV of France, and his puppet Pope, Clement V desperately tried to disband the order at the council of Vienne in 1314. In every historic instance the Grail has shown itself to be more forgiving than the church, to show more “christian humanity” than that which purports itself as the purveyor of Christ's teachings. And as we know Christ taught Hermetics, not the drivel that the church doles out. Hermetics is about the positive use of personal energy, and higher vibratory frequencies.

So there are two ways of seeing the problem that confronts us here. One is to see the church as a criminal organization in that it has committed horrendous crimes against humanity by cutting us off from our true spiritual selves. The second being that somewhere somehow someone thought that it was a good idea to have a monster social experiment and see what would happen if untold billions were cut off from source. This I do not see as a viable possibility in any way whatsoever. In twenty years of study the one thing that has come through clearly, is that followers of the christian faith lack spiritual fulfillment, and always search for meaningful information. This their clergy is aware of and tell their flocks to have faith and that understanding will come; for most it does not.

The thing here is the church is built entirely on negative energy, when Emperor Constantine made himself the first pope in 708, those early “Christians” knew that what was being done to their belief system was entirely opposite as to what Christ had taught and considered it a crime against the true church of Jerusalem. Since the church's inception, they have continued to refine the lie of the deified Christ, and teach material that is not even in any of the published books in the bible. They therefore continue to increase the negative energy of the church, and continue to lead their flocks further from their true spirituality.

The bible claims that if you study it long enough, there is no answer to earthly problems it will not answer. That's fair because it was written about earthly things done by beings who came to earth to do earthly things with attitudes that are, well...earthly. In studying those beings who came to earth, we find that they have/had questions about what is fate and what is destiny. On pursuing those questions, they have provided a way for both themselves and us, their creation, to answer those questions. The bible will never be able to answer those types of inquiries. The best we will get is have faith, and Saint Peter will explain all before you get the thumbs up or down. In understanding our true history and the gift of understanding given us, we can know what our fates are, why some things-events were our destinies. In being able to access the Akashic record we can break free of the pandemic of depression and fear, that has been our lot since the church has bullied it's way in to being our spiritual advisor. A better term for that is, our spiritual assassin.

The Way Of It

 

January 17, 2022

This spiritual awakening, it never went the way that I thought it would. It has been full of waves and troughs and sometimes just weird shit happening. After my father's relationship with Capon fell apart, he explored transcendental philosophies, which often involved him dragging my 11 year old self to some lodge north of Toronto and spending a day or more hanging out with folks of whom I thought were just weird. They were not, they just seemed that way to me because I was too young to understand that that's where they were in their spiritual journeys. Going to these places frustrated me because I loved the alone time with dad, but once we arrived, he would engage with the other people leaving me to... what exactly? Needless to say I got bored and spent my time outside in the woods.

Neither one of us seemed to get much out of these trips, and often times I would lose dad anyway as he got high and I got sad watching him get high. At that age I of course had no idea that his addiction and its effects on me were part of my spiritual journey, and how his going in to a recovery program really was the beginning of it. As he went in to recovery, for the first time that I could remember, I was actually filled with hope, a hope that the nightmare might actually be ending. It did not, not just then, it would be a further 15 months down the road after their suicides where things would begin to improve

You might wonder how carrying the baggage of both your parents suicide would lead to things improving but, believe me, losing the monstrous negative energy sources that they were was a bonus beyond measure. You see, it cleared the deck and allowed other things to begin to happen. The most important of that was/is the realization that I was deserving of love, and that I deserved better than the whore that I had married (see our article “The Tween”), and that my heart, my love was not toxic as I been raised to believe.

In our article (“Incremental Change”), we talk about living in survival mode, my parent's passing was the beginning of the process that eventually allowed me to start to rewire my brain in preparation of the awakening of my sacred self. My father going to those lodges was in search of his own awakening, his problem was that he too was in survival mode while numbed to it with the use of drugs and alcohol. My father claimed that when he got high he saw colours, this I later determined that he meant auras. Yup we all have them and they broadcast our moods and thoughts, see our article (“Understanding Looniness”) for more on that. Whatever he thought he saw while under the influence was quite possibly real, however, it was a curiosity to him instead of something readily attainable to him and everyone of us if we open ourselves up to the idea of such being possible.

I admired my father's intelligence, his brain was fun to play in, and it was heart breaking after he got out of recovery to hear him say and I quote, “I don't feel as smart as I used to be”. Well of course he wasn't, he had spent 20 plus years being an out of control addict. Of course he was burned out, in fact he was lucky that he did not have wet brain. Yes it is true that the Esennes, and in particular Jesus's brother, used narcotics, and they are the reason why Jesus survived the ordeal on the cross and, lost consciousness as quickly as he did. So too did the priesthood in Mesoamerica. The thing there was that these highly skilled men and women, in the case of the Magdalene, knew that these substances were dangerous and were to be used with extreme caution. The above were the baby steps that I needed to take to open myself up to healing spiritually. In previous articles I have spoken about my own drug and alcohol use, in using I was shielding myself from all the pain, just as my parent's were. There is nothing wrong with seeking some respite, but in losing ourselves to substance abuse, we close ourselves off to why the things that are happening to us take place.

Experiencing those horrible feely feels and the drama that too often accompanies them, allows us to move forward with the real reasons why we are here, which is to allow our sacred self to learn whatever lesson or multiple lessons we are tasked to learn. While we wade neck deep through the shit, we of course ask ourselves, why me? And we are angry at the universe, or god, or even the purple polka dot monster which is a pointless waste of energy because, the shit we go through, we signed up for while part of the Kundalini. So what provides you with more comfort, do you (A) believe in nothing (B) pray to an invisible god to magically make the problem go away, or (C) experience the problem knowing that there is a very good reason why you are neck deep in it but you know that when you have learned the lesson your sacred self is far better off?

The medical community around substance abuse says that addiction is a disease, and that is a fact, an addicts brain actually experiences physiological changes, there is a five centimeter shift or about two and a half inches in the ventral tegmental and ventral striatum areas as well as the obvious killing off of brain cells. This shift is permanent brain damage as it leaves the addict with a life long vulnerability to continue their substance abuse, even if or when they get clean and sober. As I have stated elsewhere, I have memories of my time before this realm, while being briefed about this realm, I was warned that on Earth there were powerful addictive substances here that should be avoided at all cost. On the most part I have been able to follow that advise, except I got caught by nicotine, damn cigarettes.

We have talked about how every circumstance or person in our lives has a purpose, the disease of addiction seemingly certainly does not serve the addict. However, the addicts friends and family are likely needing to learn lessons provided by the drama that inevitably takes place while the person is in active addiction. We are in this realm to both teach and learn, it is entirely possible that the addict chose while in the Kundalini to take a role of great personal sacrifice to teach and learn some very hard lessons. Yes, you are right, there seems to be a contradiction there, but remember, we are immortal and have lived many different lifetimes and our only goal is ascension. For the addict, the lesson may be as simple as wanting to know what addiction was, or it could be far deeper, the only real way of knowing is to access the Akashic record.

Unholy Zeal

 

January 13, 2022

How it was just before the Spanish arrived.
The Mexican I wish I had a better understanding of their history. From what I know, they began their journey to the central highlands of Mexico from what are now the present-day American states of Utah, Arizona, and Nevada. I’m not sure why they migrated south, but if I had to guess, I’d hazard it was a combination of factors: climate change, food scarcity, and possibly interference from the “Gods.” I mention the latter only because we know that the Annage were active in the Americas during the initial migratory period.

We can be reasonably confident that, as the Mexican moved south, they were met with suspicion and hostility. Where they were accepted, it was often in the lowest of capacities—as slaves. And slavery in their context didn’t confer rights or status. It would have seemed unthinkable that one of them might one day become a High King like Coattail (Meet-CO-watl). Yet, through many long years and great effort, that is exactly what happened.

Unfortunately, for this to come to pass, a troubling precedent had to be set—one that would play a major role in how everything later unravelled.

Until recently, I had laboured under the misconception that the Mayan/Aztec world was far more centralized and organized, perhaps resembling ancient Rome with a central government overseeing provincial governors. This, however, was not the case. Their world was composed of independent city-states, much like ancient Shumer or, more recently, classical Greece. And that meant frequent warfare. It was through this constant warfare that the Mexican rose to power, eventually overcoming their former overlords.

This rise is historically fascinating, especially because successful slave revolts are exceedingly rare. Part of the Mexica’s success came through careful subterfuge. As captives and slaves, they were forbidden from participating in celebrations or sacred ceremonies, yet they were expected to maintain their owners’ weapons and ceremonial attire in pristine condition. Being slaves, they were also forbidden from possessing anything that could be used as a weapon. The Mexican, however, were resourceful—they would secretly craft two copies of a weapon: one flimsy and harmless in case of discovery, the other a true and functional replica.

Itzcoatl’s father, Acamapichtli (Ah-cah-mah-PEECH-tli), had died during a time of violence. He had married a noblewoman from Culhuacan. The Mexican supported Itzcoatl’s ascension to the throne because of his mother’s lineage—it would help secure loyalty among the people of Culhuacan. In their volatile political environment, there was no tradition of primogeniture. Leadership was based not on birth order but on strength and capability. Itzcoatl’s rise is a testament to just how fluid their political structure was.

While not entirely unheard of, regicide—the killing of a king or queen—was rare. Noble families tended to remain closely allied, knowing they would be rewarded with high military ranks or positions in the priesthood. Interestingly, deposed kings were not always executed, unlike King Alalu, who was overthrown by King Anu. In many cases, deposed rulers would attempt to remain loyal and persuade their followers to support the new regime—often in vain.

Coattail had not been groomed for kingship. That role had been intended for his half-brother Huitzilihuitl (Hwee-tzee-lee-HWEE-tl). Both were sons of a slave girl from a neighbouring village, Azcapotzalco. She had been a vegetable seller before being handed over to Acamapichtli—likely as a wager, debt settlement, or offering to curry royal favour. She was said to be quite attractive. In Mexican society, the children of slaves were not automatically considered slaves themselves.

Sadly, Aztec civilization has long been misunderstood. Scholars have often labelled them “cannibalistic savages” who killed indiscriminately and believed, mistakenly, that all Aztec slaves were prisoners of war to be sacrificed to the gods. While many prisoners of war—mostly men—were indeed sacrificed, not all slaves were the same. As in the Mediterranean world, slaves could come from any background, even royalty. In fact, Itzcoatl’s mother had been a former princess.

We will return to the world of the Aztecs in later articles. For now, however, our Grail quest continues. In our search for spirituality, we have come to see how the Western world’s primary source of spiritual guidance has been deeply corrupted. When the Aztecs, Mayans, Inca, Toltec, and Olmecs spoke of their gods, they often invoked The Plumed Serpent—Quetzalcoatl—an Annunaki. The Bible, too, speaks of an Annunaki figure: El Shaddai. The biblical story provides archaeological support (see our article “Israel is in the Wrong Place”)Is Israel in the right place?  suggesting that it, like the Mesoamerican pyramids, may reflect real events.

Our Grail bloodline heritage begins with Enki and an unknown hominid, followed by a long list of begats that culminates in the birth of Jesus Christ. After the failed Jewish rebellion, Jesus is said to have gone to India, while his wife and children fled to Europe. There, the bloodline eventually merged with the royal houses of Europe—particularly concentrated in the Royal House of Stewart.

Due to the unholy zeal of the Catholic Church and a friar named Diego de Landa (see our article An Accomplishment), most of Mesoamerican history was deliberately destroyed—lost to us forever. It remains unknown, and possibly unknowable, whether that lost history contained any records of Grail bloodline connections. Mesoamerican creation stories differ from the Ennuma Elish, but they also contain references to a great flood.

Quetzalcoatl and Viracocha were said to be sons of Enki and El Shaddai—a younger generation of deities, it seems, who presided over the entire Mesoamerican world. At this point in our journey, it seems unlikely that Coattail or his family were actual Grail kings. More plausibly, they were warlords—much like the Coburg Saxe-Windsors of the United Kingdom—who fashioned themselves into royalty.

Where Does It Begin?

 

December 19, 2021

For most of us, we go through life accepting the daily cycle of sleep, waking, eating, going to school/work, returning home for a few hours of recreational time then sleeping again then repeat. As we grow older, we are introduced to our spiritual selves either by our parents or, by our individual needs. Some never acknowledge that spiritual need, either because of they have never been introduced to it, or because they have had a very negative experience with it, or are simply too self-absorbed to consider it. Yet despite our belief system or lack thereof, we are flung in to it from the day that we are born.

And no, I am not referring to christenings, baptisms, or bar mitzvahs. I am talking about our true spiritual journeys. In our articles “It’s Not Looney But Only Barely” and “Understanding Looniness” I reference having memories of an existence of before this one. In the article, I briefly describe the chain of events that led to my incarceration in this realm. While in that “other” realm, I experienced what I describe as a “briefing” which partially illustrated what would take place in this present place. I was stood around a table where I was studying the layout of Earth and its geography. The map was extremely detailed; it displayed population and its forecast growth, as well as areas of interest, which included war zones, and areas of future conflict and fascinatingly, highlighted in gold, the Grail’s vine beginning in ancient Shumer and extending to Scotland. This map had many other interactive features as well.

I took note of this feature and asked about it, I was told only that, “some things and people are special”. This then, was where my Grail quest truly began, and, my spiritual journey continued from. As I have related elsewhere, a child younger than 7 years of age can and does recall previous lifetimes, after that age, ego and “education” interferes with our ability to recall these previous lifetimes. These things are all interconnected. From as early as 3 years of age I could recall these things. I of course, did not have the vocabulary to share these questions, but as I got older, age, ego, and “education” lured me further from my spiritual purpose; which had been to some extent communicated to me at that briefing.

They came together in strange and varied ways, the first being, telling my church Sunday school teacher that Moses and the burning bush was really a UFO (I was 7 years old). The second was in two parts taking place in grade 5 where I discovered plate tectonics and wondered why Earth was a cracked egg; see our article “The Cracked Egg”. Part B to that was Dad’s introduction to a Guy called Capon, who introduced us/him to The Holy Grail. Even at that tender age of 10 years old, the information conveyed by Capon transmitted an absolute truth that had been completely absent from any church narrated material. Unfortunately, my Grail quest was delayed there, and for the next 17 years, I rather floundered around trying to find a new entry point.

 For much of that period I was as lost as its possible for a soul to be. Little did I realize, nor could I have known that while being in that terrible mental, emotional, and spiritual state I was still executing my duties as explained in that “briefing”. The Templars who too often are mistakenly portrayed as “Catholic warrior protectors of the Holy Land” actually believed something quite different. In essence, they believed that humankind was/is fighting a battle between light and darkness, and every one of us is either light or dark. Krsna too tells us that during our immortality we will experience lives of light and darkness.

I believe that while in my previous incarnation I was in a realm of darkness as a being of light. I also believe that what I experienced during those 17 years was training me to deal with an individual who comes from a realm of such darkness that I can barely describe. Even though in many ways I descended to her level, being there and my subsequent recovery tells a positive story that I am still a warrior for light because at no time has my nature ever changed.

So what is the Holy Grail? Is it just a cup? A women’s womb? Maybe just a concept? It is all of that and more, it is a path to the truth, a way back to our true spirituality. The Annunaki concept of god is something that encompasses all, Enki’s boy Thoth shortened that down to what we call the universe-some call that god. Hermetics with its simple system of disciplined truth is what Jesus taught, the Pauline church hijacked Jesus’s teachings, the Grail strives to bring the truth of its hijacking to the people who continue to accept the Pauline lie. But not only that, it seeks to bring balance to our fractured world.

Science and technology make our world easier to manage, and Hermetics teach us about pure love and service to each other without being walked on. The grail allows us to know who we are by giving us access to the Akashic record, and with such access, we are given the opportunity for healing. Real healing that enables not just ours but also generational as well. You and I are here to teach and learn from each other, those lessons will break generations of bullshit that has held us back from attaining higher vibrational frequencies and higher plains of existence.

All of a Sudden It Began to Make Sense

 

January 15, 2022

I do not necessarily proscribe to the theory below, however I do trust in the fact that science and spirituality are two peas in the same pod and that they must learn how to communicate. Plus, String Theory says anything is possible.

What Happens When We Die? Scientists Say the Soul Returns to the Universe.
The reason why so many of us are afraid of death is that we just don't understand it. We can't prepare for what we don't know, and the unknown is scary that way. So we keep asking ourselves: “What happens to us after we die?” While usually, we try to answer that question spiritually, it seems like science has now found the answer. UK scientist Dr. Sam Parnia believes human consciousness lives on even after we die. He shared his findings in Morgan Freeman’s Netflix show The Story of God. Here's what he, along with other leading scientists, have found.

What If We Actually Lived On Forever?

Dr. Parnia is not alone in his theories. After extensive research, the University of Arizona’s Stuart Hameroff and British physicist Sir Roger Penrose also believe that while our bodies physically die, our soul, or what they refer to as "consciousness," lives on forever. Scientists are starting to find that the soul is made of information that can be stored at a quantum level. It's those quantum mechanisms, or the behaviour of matter, that make the infinite process.

Consciousness Is Just Stored

Dr. Hameroff and Dr. Roger have concluded that the soul and its consciousness are simply made of stored information. Think of the conscious mind as a program on a computer. Even if the computer itself dies, the program itself can be transferred and continue to exist. This way of thinking is what has led them to say that even after human beings die, their soul comes back to the universe, and it does not die itself.

The Brain Is a Biological Computer

The idea of the brain as a biological computer that can store the information that makes us who we are is not a new idea. But it's the understanding that this means that the soul it holds doesn't die either that is groundbreaking. This knowledge has been in the making since 1996. Dr. Hameroff, the American physicist who works in the departments of Anesthesiology and Psychology, and Sir Penrose, the mathematical physicist at Oxford University, have been working hard to solve these theories for decades. Their work is based on the Quantum Theory of Consciousness. The theory believes that the soul is maintained in the brain.

The Soul Exits the Body Upon Death, But Doesn't Die

Dr. Parnia tells Morgan Freeman in his documentary that “The evidence we have is that when a person dies, that part that makes us who we are – the soul or mind, or whatever you call it – it does not become annihilated." But how this happens can be a bit complicated. It's all based on what they call "Orchestrated Objective Reduction," which is how the information is transferred over. Basically, right when the heart stops beating and the blood stops flowing, the information that makes a person can't be destroyed, so it just gets distributed into the universe at large.

The Beyond Is an Infinite Reality
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Researchers are now claiming that there is an infinite universe beyond after death. This is where the soul continues to live forever when it is spread from the body. They also say that this world we're living in is just a perception or a reality that we've created for ourselves to give our lives a beginning and an end. The soul itself never ends. The documentary explains it like this: “What we consider the here and now, this world, it is actually just the material level... The beyond is an infinite reality that is much bigger.” Believing this is accepting that the soul runs on a deeper level that goes beyond this world.

Near Death Experiences Put It in Perspective
Dr. Sam Parnia has studied more than 100 cases of cardiac arrest survivors. These are people who have technically died and came back to life. What's really interesting about them is that a big number of them had really weird experiences when they died. They came back often feeling more at peace, comforted, and even happy after they went through death. It's like dying and coming back to life somehow gave them a profound and mystical experience. Some of them even felt like they met up with other loved ones who had previously died. The scientists think this means that death is a universal experience, so all the souls go to the same place after they leave their physical bodies. But in near-death experiences, if a person comes back, the information of their soul, or their consciousness, comes back with them.

So what does it mean to have a soul? From a scientific perspective, it's an interaction of neurons, but from a spiritual perspective, it's our whole being and the good and the bad that create our identity. But even now, science is also saying that the soul is something more than neurons, and it's actually a consciousness that has existed since the beginning of time and will continue to live on forever.

Is Your Soul Still Finding Its Purpose?

The Great Flood Again...

 

December 25, 2021

Nibiru is a pain in the ass. When the Annage arrived here between 450,000 and 432,000 years ago, Earth was in the midst of an ice age. They set up shop in ancient Shumer, on what is now the floor of the Persian Gulf. The end of the last ice age came rather abruptly, and it was catastrophic for the Annage.

I don’t put much stock into Noah's “40 days and nights”—it was more likely 40, or even 400 years in length. Whatever the true number, Noah’s story is likely the result of abrupt climate change that caused sea levels to rise by hundreds of feet. This makes sense when we consider that glaciers miles high at both poles were melting.

There is some geological evidence suggesting that as Nibiru nears Earth, we see an increase in volcanic and tectonic activity. It is thought that the end of the last ice age was triggered by Nibiru’s passage. The resultant volcanic and tectonic upheaval, caused by its gravitational pull, led to massive ice loss and rising sea levels.

When we look at our article “Where Are You?”—a scientific paper using statistics to search for Nibiru—we're given an approximate timeline for locating the “planet of millions of years.” It’s likely it will be discovered within the next ten years. As exciting as that is, I’m just as eager to determine where it is in its orbit: perihelion (closest point) or aphelion (farthest point). Regardless of its current position, we still feel its gravitational effects on Earth through geological changes.

As for the events surrounding Noah’s flood, it is believed the greatest water damage—tsunamis and the like—came from the south. Other accounts suggest the floods were caused by meltwater runoff from rivers. Remember, these events occurred at the end of an ice age. The mountains around the Horn of Africa would have been snowcapped, and yes, there would have been rivers running through the desert.

The only thing in the south big enough and icy enough to cause such chaos is the continent of Antarctica. The flood may have been caused by massive ice sheets sliding off the continent—an event not unlike what we’re witnessing today. Although we can’t be certain, I believe today’s scenario is a combination of both Nibiru’s approach and human-caused global warming.

Three and a half billion years later, there are still continent-sized chunks of solid rock floating around in Earth’s mantle. I believe these are undigested remnants of Nibiru’s moon, left over from the planetary collision. As the weight and pressure on Earth's crust ease due to melting glaciers, the planet will continue to "burp"—meaning volcanic activity is likely to increase.

This is particularly relevant in Antarctica. As of May 2020, we know of 138 dormant volcanoes there. Unfortunately, as with all volcanoes, there is no reliable way to forecast if or when they will erupt.

During the worst of Noah’s crisis, the Annage—under instruction from Enlil/El Shaddai—took refuge aboard their shuttles and orbiting satellites, crowding 600 or more aboard and leaving millions of us to drown. Millions died then. The numbers could be far worse now—perhaps not by drowning, but by the cumulative effects of global climate change, as described in the Old Testament.

Here is some data on what’s happening in Antarctica. As the Earth warms due to climate change, glaciers are beginning to shift. Researchers believe that landscapes sloping inland will increase the speed at which glaciers move. Because a canyon has been found beneath the Denman Glacier, scientists can better anticipate how nearby ice will move in the future.

However, other powerful forces of nature are also at play. While the canyon may accelerate glacier movement, other geographical features can counteract this. This, in turn, may reduce the impact on sea levels. One example is the Transantarctic Mountains, which separate eastern and western Antarctica and span more than 2,000 miles.

Multiple glaciers have formed near these mountains and flow into the Ross Sea. Their movement is hindered by a large sheet of floating ice. While there's concern that this sheet may melt, it currently remains intact. By doing so, it prevents the glaciers from advancing, helping keep sea levels steady.

The BedMachine project recently revealed new findings that ease previous concerns. Earlier models suggested that if the ice sheet melted, glacier flow into the Ross Sea would increase. Fortunately, data from the project suggests otherwise. By studying the terrain beneath the ice, researchers discovered a high ridge running below. This ridge could slow or even halt glacier movement into the sea—even if the ice melts.

This could significantly impact the Ross Sea ice shelf. By slowing glacier drainage, the movement of the ice shelf—and thus water levels in the Ross Sea—would also be affected. Researcher Mathieu Morlighem has expressed optimism. He believes that even if the shelf were to melt or collapse, it likely wouldn’t seriously affect East Antarctica.

If something serious does ever happen in this region, it won’t be because of the Ross Sea ice shelf. That’s certainly good news, especially given how long it's been a concern.

Unfortunately, there’s also bad news. Across the icy continent lies the Amundsen Sea—part of the vast Southern Ocean surrounding Antarctica. Discovered in 1920 by Captain Nils Larsen, the sea itself isn’t the problem—it’s what’s flowing into it.

A massive glacier is continually flowing into the Amundsen Sea.We don’t know how long this has been happening, but the glacier is estimated to be the size of the United Kingdom. It has become one of the fastest-moving ice shelves in the region, shifting more than a mile each year. And it shows no signs of slowing down. In fact, it may be accelerating.

If this trend continues, no one knows how fast it could move before it finally collapses. This glacier is known as the Thwaites Glacier, named after Fredrik T. Thwaites, a geomorphologist and glacial geologist from the University of Wisconsin. His father, Reuben Gold Thwaites, was a prominent historian.

In the 1970s, Terry Hughes—professor emeritus at the University of Maine—was one of the first to predict the glacier’s collapse. His prediction was validated by a 2001 study using satellite radar data, which showed the glacier was out of balance and steadily moving. Thwaites has also earned the nickname “Doomsday Glacier” due to the potential impact it could have on global sea levels.

Unlike the Ross Sea, the land beneath Thwaites lacks any supportive ridges. Only two ridges are nearby, both miles away. Once the glacier passes them, there may be no way to stop it.

As the University of Washington study predicted, the question is no longer if Thwaites collapses—but when.