Understanding Looniness

 

July 12, 2021

Reincarnation. It is a big subject with a lot of controversy around it. The Judean/Christian tradition does not allow for this as a possible end of life outcome. For that matter, neither does Islam. Islam too, is a created religion that was meant to sanitize religion and take the confusion out of it. When Islam was created circa 600 A.D., the Middle East was in religious chaos, there were still factions of Jesus's Church of Jerusalem being practiced by many and, the relatively new 300-year-old Christian church was desperately trying to assert control as well. In addition, of course, geographically speaking, Israel was no more having been erased off the map by the Romans.

As we have discovered, Christianity is a created religion made up of a hodgepodge of misunderstood Christine teachings, Sun God worship and, the Israelite God El Shaddai. The Israelis of course worshipping El Shaddai who is really the Annunaki god Enlil. Therefore, what we have in fact is, three world religions worshipping a shit head from another planet because all three religions have their base in the Jewish Torah. And you wonder why you are sat in a pew listening and none of it making sense.

Reincarnation is the idea that, when we die we come back and begin a new life, in a new human body or, some other form, maybe a fish, dog, perhaps a tree. According to the Akashic Record, we are known by our first name and family name from our first incarnation, which means that it is very unlikely that we reincarnate as a lower life form. Krsna assures us that during the course of our immortality, we will inhabit limitless dimensions and experience many different forms; all with ascension as the primary purpose. This of course means that we and the dog, tree, or fish can only go forwards and cannot regress. Beginning in the year 1391, the Dalai Lama has reincarnated here on Earth 13 times, over the course of those 630 years he has doubtlessly attained great wisdom. His stated purpose for these incarnations is to fulfil previous lives tasks/lessons.

A child before the age of seven is capable of recalling his/her previous life, language and, the reason why they have chosen to be in this realm. King James Stewart II (16 October 1430 - 3 August 1460) had an experiment performed. His question was, is language inherent to us or, is it learned? He placed several young uneducated women with very young children on a private island and waited to see what language the children would speak. Unfortunately, the experiment was flawed because obviously the children would learn the language that their mothers spoke. What he should have done instead is place several toddlers on that island with no adult influence, and then waited to see what language they spoke. Ethically, this though, then, just as now, is just wrong on every level. We are born speaking the same language

Even though all the children in the video are all different ages, from different families, they all make the same sounds to express the same needs. The only difference is their tone of voice, mood and timbre of voice. So yes, King James II was correct, even if his experiment was flawed; language is inherent to us, we are born speaking the language of where we come from before it is "educated” out of us.

Where we come from, how do we answer that? The bible says the Hall of Souls. Science says that we started out as bacteria and we learned to think. Spiritualists meanwhile, say that we come from the Kundalini, and that we are attached to some kind of silver cord. Human eyesight can only detect visible light from 380 - 700 nanometers.

The EM spectrum

Electromagnetic waves are categorized according to their frequency F or, equivalently, according to their wavelength λ = C/F.  Visible light has a wavelength range from ~400 nm to ~700 nm.  Violet light has a wavelength of ~400 nm, and a frequency of ~7.5*10¹⁴ Hz.  Red light has a wavelength of ~700 nm, and a frequency of ~4.3*10¹⁴ Hz.

Visible light makes up just a small part of the full electromagnetic spectrum.  Electromagnetic waves with shorter wavelengths and higher frequencies include ultraviolet light, X-rays, and gamma rays.  Electromagnetic waves with longer wavelengths and lower frequencies include infrared light, microwaves, and radio and television waves. Type of Radiation Frequency Range (Hz) Wavelength Rangegamma-rays10²⁰ - 10²⁴< 10^-12 mx-rays10¹⁷ - 10²⁰1 nm - 1 pmultraviolet10¹⁵ - 10¹⁷400 nm - 1 nmvisible4 - 7.5*10¹⁴750 nm - 400 nmnear-infrared1*10¹⁴ - 4*10¹⁴2.5 μm - 750 nminfrared10¹³ - 10¹⁴25 μm - 2.5 μmmicrowaves3*10¹¹ - 10¹³1 mm - 25 μmradio waves< 3*10¹¹> 1 mm

What can we learn by analyzing EM spectrum emitted by a source?

The velocities of particles with thermal energy are changing almost all the time.  The particles are accelerating.  Accelerating charged particles produce electromagnetic radiation.  The power radiated is proportional to the square of the acceleration.  Higher rates of velocity change result in higher frequency (shorter wavelength) radiation.  The observed intensity of thermal radiation emitted by as a function of wavelength can be described by the Planck Radiation Law 

The Planck Radiation Law gives the intensity of radiation as a function of wavelength for a fixed temperature.  The Planck law gives a continuous distribution, which peaks at some wavelength.  The peak shifts to shorter wavelengths for higher temperatures, and the area under the curve grows rapidly with increasing temperature.  The diagram below shows the intensity distribution predicted by the Plank law in J/ (m²s) for blackbodies at various temperature.  By observing the continuous distribution of the thermal radiation emitted by an object, we can learn its temperature.

When light passes through, reflects, or scatters of matter, it interacts with the atoms and molecules.  Atoms and molecules have characteristic resonance frequencies.  The preferentially interact with light waves of exactly those frequencies.   When excited in collisions, atoms and molecules emit light with a set of characteristic frequencies.  This results in a line spectrum.  Only light with a discrete set of wavelengths is produced and the spectrum is not continuous, but consist of a set of emission lines.  That set characterizes the atoms and molecules that produced it and can be used to identify those atoms and molecules and their environment.

When light with a continuous distribution of wavelengths passes through a low-density material, the atoms and molecules of the material absorb light waves with the same set of characteristic frequencies that appear in their emission spectrum.  This produces an absorption spectrum, a nearly continuous spectrum with missing lines.  The absorption spectrum can also be used to identify those atoms and molecules and their environment.

What becomes clear from all the science is that there are many frequencies that are out of our visual range, why would that be though? Is life a form of energy? In life, the human body comprises matter and energy. ... Mostly, we get it through the consumption of food, which gives us chemical energy. That chemical energy is then transformed into kinetic energy that is ultimately used to power our muscles. Humans give off energy humans give off mostly infrared radiation, which is electromagnetic radiation with a frequency lower than visible light. ... "Thermal radiation" is all the electromagnetic waves given off by an object because of its temperature, and includes radio waves, infrared waves, and even visible light.

What becomes clear is that we are made of energy, sure we are mostly just big bags of water heated to 37°C or 98.6°F and when these bags of water are done, we return to the Kundalini by way of those 21 grams of light.

 This is the real you. Your soul, that thing that the church teaches you to be terrified of ending up in hell for eternity.

Your soul is immortal, the concept of hell was introduced to us by the church, the first real graphic descriptions of hell and its torments come outside of the New Testament canon in the Christian apocryphal texts of the second century C.E. One of the most colorful visions of hell is recorded in the Apocalypse of Peter, which was widely known in Christian circles at the time.

The First Exploration of Reincarnation

 

July 4, 2021

NLB Wounded Me. Which allowed the true me to break through. Only in darkness can you find your light.

The above image perfectly exemplifies how I felt about myself during the late 1980s into the early 1990s. In previous discussions, I have at length spoken about the conditions that brought me to this point. My soul was trashed, and I had no idea of why, or even how I would get out of bed the following morning. All I knew was the grim determination to go on every day and, somehow bear the emotional, physical, and spiritual torture that was my life.

My mother's involvement in my life was minimal and, I expected nothing less, having been told directly that, she did not want to be involved in any part of my life. It had been hard enough to see it and feel it daily, without the verbal confirmation of it. My relationship with my brother was filled with limitless feelings of distrust and countless acts of violence as he spent 16 years beating the fuck out of me. His problem was that he understood that he was a beta wolf, trying to kill his younger brother, who was doubtlessly the Alpha Male of the family, so that he could be the alpha male. To his everlasting regret, the only thing he accomplished was, he toughened me up and, taught me how to win and put him on his back in submission. The only place for a beta wolf.

The relationship with my father was different, it was neither father son, or father friend. It was more based on co-operation. And that was a damned slippery slope. In that house, dad was the only one who

I could turn to for love and affection, which was very hit and miss; and too often, was more miss than hit. Despite the failings of our everyday life, dad well understood who I was. 

It was a strange dynamic in that house, we were split in two halves, my brother and mother on one side and, dad and I on the other. A clear example of this was, and it speaks to dad's on again off again reliability, my grade eight graduation. My brother is two and a half years older than I am. When my brother graduated grade eight my mother could not do enough for him, and spent weeks previous to the occasion prepping for it, the clothes, transportation, what girl he had as a special guest and, dad dutifully played his part as an attentive father with an open wallet. When my turn came to graduate, literally twenty minutes before the ceremony started mom looks up from the T.V. and says and I quote " shit your graduation starts in twenty minutes and we don't have anything for you to wear". Not to mention the fact that the mall was a ten-minute drive away, the time spent choosing an outfit that I would wear, the fitting time and so on. Plus whatever time it took them to get ready, not to mention the fact that dad was sat there on the couch getting shit faced drinking and toking. I was not going to the graduation ceremony.

During the preceding months, I had talked about my upcoming grad , and had been looking forward to it because it was a milestone but, from the other members of the family, the topic always flat lined. The neglect here was emotional and it weighed heavily on me. In too many ways though, not attending my grad was equally a good thing. I really had not wanted to spend another second with my classmates, the bullying that I had endured that year was severe, and had included being knocked unconscious and having my coat and wallet stolen and left there in the hydro field at the tail end of November. So not attending the grad was a great way of showing my utter contempt for all of them.

The thing of it though is this, those sixty months of horror had an effect, and it was a double whammy. Sure, the abuse at home started as soon as I was born and got home from the hospital, and yes, there were other instances of extreme bullying as a young child, all of it designed to have a twofold purpose. In our article "PTSD " I talk about the extraordinary rawness and cruelty experienced between my ex wife and I, some if not all of the emotional and physical violence that I experienced was designed solely to teach me how to teach my ex-wife. As I have said previously, we are here to teach and learn for the benefit of our sacred selves. The second part of that twofold purpose was a lesson designed solely for my sacred self, my light being. Those twenty-one grams. That lesson being the complete dismantling of my ego. There is a huge difference between arrogance and ego. And I was both, I had such a surety of mindset and it was mind-boggling.It was never a case of I am better than you, it was more, my opinions are the right way period. Unfortunately, for me, I am correct most of the time and, that has led to egotistical behaviours that I firmly believe led to my incarceration in this realm. There was a way that I had whereas it was a case of "people will see my way or not, if not, get the fuck out of the way and let me get it done ". That is not necessarily a bad way of doing things however, when it endangers others or yourself is when it leads to problems.

As I mentioned earlier, I have out of place memories that are doubtlessly memories of another dimension and life. (This gets a little loony and I feel loony every time I get in to it). To avoid sounding too loony I will only sketch in the briefest of detail. There was a series of unfortunate events that involved violence, betrayal, and too much initiative. There was a non- accepted explanation, a trial, a "briefing " about what this realm would be like, an agonizing experience, then finally here. Knowing my character, whatever those acts of violence and betrayal were, they were unintentional but were likely seen to be the only way to solve whatever the problem was because I had been in a position of authority.

This essay is my first attempt to articulate those moments before my arrival here. Because there are so many questions involved with reincarnation, I've mostly tried to avoid the subject. Until I discovered the Holy Grail, I had accepted that, my memories of Moses, the Tribunal, and the monster were just there. Kind of the way that I accepted the Dalai Lama's claims. They just were. Finally having my visions of Moses verified, enabled a deeper look at these other things.

 

Rather than get into the religiosity of it, I'd rather just leave the experience here, if something resonates with you, good. If not you, maybe it will with someone you know. The Tibetan Book of the Dead assures us that we do indeed enter new wombs in every incarnation. For a long time I was hung up on how? A little while ago we worked on an essay entitled "The Gush". Its about sperm and egg meeting, but it failed to tell us why there are two parts of a single person. Then I recalled a fundamental part of the above, I remembered that leaving that place to come here, recalled it being incredibly painful. I reference a thing called a "®© Soul Splitter" because I don't know what else to call it.

There may be more than one reason for that, I'm thinking that the the most likely being, that I was already a full grown adult, and was being incarcerated on a prison planet. The only other thing is, both birth and death are painful. As infants if we're not born by C-section, we're squeezed out through a 10 cm birth canal. Where we get our skulls squeezed into odd shapes, and can get our shoulders hung up on pelvic bones and stuff. When we die, most of go by way of severe illness, or violence, neither good ways to go.

For me reincarnation is hard to talk about, mostly because I try to come at stuff with reasonably solid arguments. Reincarnation being the end result of soul resurrection makes sense. But there's no definitive proof of it other than the Dalai Lama. His claim is that he's been on earth for 600 years is almost reasonable balanced against, the biblical figures of both Noah, and his boy Shem. Who both lived for 600 years. This against our claim, of immortality lasting at a minimum of 1x10^100

This too is a memory that I possess, but I've no idea of what to attach it to. I have no idea of when, or where. 

NLB Inter-dimensional Beast This thing has been in my head since I was 4 years old, occupying as much fear space as Moses confusion occupied determination to find the truth. I won't talk about this thing much because l have almost nothing to add.