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Gone Mad

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  October 31, 2020 As I stated in my first article, “Getting Organized It’s Been Awhile” , this blog is very different from my previous efforts at Woody Hollow Distributors. That blog concentrated almost entirely on the Annunaki and historical information where we talked about snow ball earth and other far flung topics, here too we will discuss that; but here in Serving the Grail, I intend to be far more personal. Here I want to try to express the joy in spiritual realization, the pit falls, the chaos, and most importantly, the serenity. When I first began this incredible journey, I thought that the only recovery would be from the wounds inflicted by things like my article, “Ice Water Mansions” .  This story is disturbing  I had no understanding that my or everyone’s injury was far deeper and much more insidious than physical or emotional. Spiritualism was for the church, and there was something wrong with folks who could not find it using the church’s means. That may s...

Finding Hope

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  August 1, 2020 These articles are not usually consecutive, meaning they do not need to be read in any particular order. However, that said, my last article Ice Water Mansions, and now, Finding Hope, should be read in order. Yes Ice Water Mansion is a true story; yes, it really did happen to me, yes, it is told in a brutally frank way, and I offer no apologies for that. Those are the facts, as I know them. The story was not told to embarrass my dead parents, the story was not told as a form of catharsis, I would not have you suffer that. In our first two articles, I allude to the abuse that my brother and I suffered, and what the long-term effects were on me. My brother is in far worse shape than I am. The fact that I have not spoken to him in almost 30 years, speaks volumes about the depth of animosity that exists between us. Most of this can be directly linked to my mother, and her senseless violence committed against us. I mean seriously when I was in grade one in Scarborough...

The Resurrection Begins

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  July 25, 2020 With this essay we're taking a bit of a left turn. This blog is about spiritualism, and how our lives effect our spirit. What our Avatars experience has direct meaning for our light beings. The following, and many more after are going to explore my journey, the chaos of my light being's lesson. On the most part, that involves ego, and the rearranging of starts here. At least as a coherent story, the events that hospitalized me as a 4 year old child, are perhaps thankfully lost for now in the past. What follows then, is a trip into hell. And the transmutation of darkness into light, as my soul found not reanimation, but resurrection, the truth of our journey. The Ice Water Mansion of her Soul I was seven years old; the family was at a cottage in the Muskokas, a favorite vacation area  about 2 hours north of Toronto. The family had vacationed in the area for as long as I could remember, sometimes with my father’s childhood friend and his family, other...