The Akasha

 

February 8, 2022

This whole subject of the Holy Grail really upsets people, I guess we should not be overly surprised by that. I mean after all, we are slowly chipping away at people's fundamental belief systems. The problem with the grail is, with one hand it shows us the truth of our real history, and with the other, this truth clashes with the doctrine that the church has force fed humanity for the last 2022 years. The church has used an invented concept called hell to whip us in to line, it softens that by saying, if you believe in me (Jesus Christ) you will go to heaven regardless of your sins, but if do not believe in me, you are going straight to hell. By contrast the grail offers nor does it need such trickery, the proof of it's reality is shown to us daily by particle physics, archaeology, and, those incredible feelly feels that tell you you are on the right path. The only trickery about the grail is, discerning it's truth from the labyrinth of lies told by the church.

The grail is about fundamental energy, that is what in Sanskrit, the word Akashic means. So what is fundamental energy? Well so far science has not caught up to that, but we know it is not kinetic energy, nor chemical; it is likely not nuclear either. There is a strong likelihood that it not dis-similar to the energy that is released/realized, when gold transmutes from it's molten liquid gaseous state to it's white powder mono-atomic (single atom) state. In that instant, there is a brilliant flash of white light. Both the masons of the Knight Templar, and it's Arabic sister order the Assassins, knew how to harness the energy of that flash of light and imbue that brilliance in to the stained glass windows of European cathedrals. It is extremely unfortunate that every example of said stained glass was destroyed during WW11. There are countless descriptions from long before the war, of how even at night, the church lit by candle light of how the stained glass would glow. As you will remember, gold is created in the final few seconds just before a star goes supernova, one of the most powerful explosions in the known universe. We believe that there is a whole brand new branch of physics that must be investigated in that field of MFKZT.

Both MFKZT and Akashic energy are healing energies, gold being more limited in it's scope of abilities. By that I mean that it has life extending potential but, only at the cellular level. It has the capability to alter and repair cellular mutations that cause diseases such as cancer, HIV/Aids, and some neurological conditions such as Parkinsons and possibly Alzeimers. Akashic energy on the other hand, is far more powerful and can/does heal both our physical and sacred selves. All of us have faced trauma in one form or another, most of us are deeply scarred by these experiences. Some of these traumas extend back in time for many lifetimes, and leave us helpless to deal with them in any meaningful way. When you heal trauma, you heal the nervous system. When you heal the nervous system, you heal the emotional body. When you heal the emotional body, you heal the psychic (empathetic) body. When you heal the psychic body, you are now healthy enough for changes to begin to take place. Those changes enable your personal vibrational frequencies to vibrate at higher and higher frequencies. 

The healthier that you are are when it is your time to investigate your Akashic record, the easier it is to trust in what you learn from your experiences with them. What this enables is the awakening of your Kundalini energy, some of what you may experience during this is:

1) Tingling , itching, skin crawling, stinging sensations.

2. Hot or cold flashes on your skin or inside your body.

3. Muscle twitching.

4. Sensations of a type of electricity inside you body, you may begin to interfere with lights, fuses, you may begin to break finely made nick knacks.

5. You will experience differences in you sleep patterns, loss of or changes in appetite.

6. Excesses of energy or periods of extreme fatigue.

7. Intensified or diminished sexual activity.

8. Racing heartbeat, pains in your chest – do not treat these lightly, seek medical attention.

9. Numbness or pain in your extremities – again seek medical attention.

10. You will experience rapid mood shifts, and likely will exhibit emotional outbursts.

Kundalini energy is powerful, and the experience of your sacred self awakening can make you feel as if you are losing your mind, you are not going crazy, you are merely reconnecting with your true self, the person you were in the period before you were born, the real you, not the one that that the Judaeo Christian tradition has forced you to be.Some additional things that you may experience are as follows:

1. Hearing internal music, ringing in your ears.

2. Mental confusion, difficulty concentrating.

3. Altered states of consciousness, out of body experiences, astral projection, past life memories.

4. Increased creativity, new interests.

5. Intuitive instinctual understanding of deeper spiritual truths.

6. Seeing flashing white lights in the periphery of your vision during day or nighttime.

7. A sense of bliss and unity with all.

8. A sense of receiving the “Holy Spirit” as Jesus's disciples did at Pentecost as described in the bible. This can result in new healing abilities, perhaps even speaking in tongues, which as stated above, are actual memories of previous incarnations.

The energies of the Kundalini and the Akasha are different, the Kundalini is where we come from, the Akasha is the primary energy, the source of all. On Nibiru, the Annage are aware of this, and it is what they taught us, and it is what we worked towards during our development. It is clear from Jesus's parable in Mathew 7:24-27 that it is well understood just how difficult it is to attain higher vibrational frequencies. His parables in their original language without their bastardized meanings by the Christian Church well explain how to increase your personal vibratory rates. You may have read that a Freemason now has eyes and ears with which to see and hear, indeed he does because he can now see the truth in the bible and read it for the truth with which it holds. And that is why it is recommended that a mason attend a church of his/her choosing, so that they do not become contemptuous of spiritualism. A reminder of what's real, to give compassion to those who won't give it back. 

TA k The Christian Sneer. They've been taught to ridicule all that isn't accepted dogma of the church. In so doing they've cut hundreds of millions of souls off from source, and held back our scientific advances by more than 1,000 years. There too is a strong likelihood that they have caused, an over population problem here in this realm. Christians have no idea of what to truly expect when they die in this realm, when faced with the reality of it, they are panic womb jumping, instead of properly preparing for their next incarnation.

The Knight Templar, from which Freemasonry and the Rosicrucian stemmed, at the peak of their power in 1312 were at the point where they were capable of challenging the Catholic church both militarily and financially. It boggles my mind that they did not when King Phillip IV of France, and his puppet Pope, Clement V desperately tried to disband the order at the council of Vienne in 1314. In every historic instance the Grail has shown itself to be more forgiving than the church, to show more “christian humanity” than that which purports itself as the purveyor of Christ's teachings. And as we know Christ taught Hermetics, not the drivel that the church doles out. Hermetics is about the positive use of personal energy, and higher vibratory frequencies.

So there are two ways of seeing the problem that confronts us here. One is to see the church as a criminal organization in that it has committed horrendous crimes against humanity by cutting us off from our true spiritual selves. The second being that somewhere somehow someone thought that it was a good idea to have a monster social experiment and see what would happen if untold billions were cut off from source. This I do not see as a viable possibility in any way whatsoever. In twenty years of study the one thing that has come through clearly, is that followers of the christian faith lack spiritual fulfillment, and always search for meaningful information. This their clergy is aware of and tell their flocks to have faith and that understanding will come; for most it does not.

The thing here is the church is built entirely on negative energy, when Emperor Constantine made himself the first pope in 708, those early “Christians” knew that what was being done to their belief system was entirely opposite as to what Christ had taught and considered it a crime against the true church of Jerusalem. Since the church's inception, they have continued to refine the lie of the deified Christ, and teach material that is not even in any of the published books in the bible. They therefore continue to increase the negative energy of the church, and continue to lead their flocks further from their true spirituality.

The bible claims that if you study it long enough, there is no answer to earthly problems it will not answer. That's fair because it was written about earthly things done by beings who came to earth to do earthly things with attitudes that are, well...earthly. In studying those beings who came to earth, we find that they have/had questions about what is fate and what is destiny. On pursuing those questions, they have provided a way for both themselves and us, their creation, to answer those questions. The bible will never be able to answer those types of inquiries. The best we will get is have faith, and Saint Peter will explain all before you get the thumbs up or down. In understanding our true history and the gift of understanding given us, we can know what our fates are, why some things-events were our destinies. In being able to access the Akashic record we can break free of the pandemic of depression and fear, that has been our lot since the church has bullied it's way in to being our spiritual advisor. A better term for that is, our spiritual assassin.

The Way Of It

 

January 17, 2022

This spiritual awakening, it never went the way that I thought it would. It has been full of waves and troughs and sometimes just weird shit happening. After my father's relationship with Capon fell apart, he explored transcendental philosophies, which often involved him dragging my 11 year old self to some lodge north of Toronto and spending a day or more hanging out with folks of whom I thought were just weird. They were not, they just seemed that way to me because I was too young to understand that that's where they were in their spiritual journeys. Going to these places frustrated me because I loved the alone time with dad, but once we arrived, he would engage with the other people leaving me to... what exactly? Needless to say I got bored and spent my time outside in the woods.

Neither one of us seemed to get much out of these trips, and often times I would lose dad anyway as he got high and I got sad watching him get high. At that age I of course had no idea that his addiction and its effects on me were part of my spiritual journey, and how his going in to a recovery program really was the beginning of it. As he went in to recovery, for the first time that I could remember, I was actually filled with hope, a hope that the nightmare might actually be ending. It did not, not just then, it would be a further 15 months down the road after their suicides where things would begin to improve

You might wonder how carrying the baggage of both your parents suicide would lead to things improving but, believe me, losing the monstrous negative energy sources that they were was a bonus beyond measure. You see, it cleared the deck and allowed other things to begin to happen. The most important of that was/is the realization that I was deserving of love, and that I deserved better than the whore that I had married (see our article “The Tween”), and that my heart, my love was not toxic as I been raised to believe.

In our article (“Incremental Change”), we talk about living in survival mode, my parent's passing was the beginning of the process that eventually allowed me to start to rewire my brain in preparation of the awakening of my sacred self. My father going to those lodges was in search of his own awakening, his problem was that he too was in survival mode while numbed to it with the use of drugs and alcohol. My father claimed that when he got high he saw colours, this I later determined that he meant auras. Yup we all have them and they broadcast our moods and thoughts, see our article (“Understanding Looniness”) for more on that. Whatever he thought he saw while under the influence was quite possibly real, however, it was a curiosity to him instead of something readily attainable to him and everyone of us if we open ourselves up to the idea of such being possible.

I admired my father's intelligence, his brain was fun to play in, and it was heart breaking after he got out of recovery to hear him say and I quote, “I don't feel as smart as I used to be”. Well of course he wasn't, he had spent 20 plus years being an out of control addict. Of course he was burned out, in fact he was lucky that he did not have wet brain. Yes it is true that the Esennes, and in particular Jesus's brother, used narcotics, and they are the reason why Jesus survived the ordeal on the cross and, lost consciousness as quickly as he did. So too did the priesthood in Mesoamerica. The thing there was that these highly skilled men and women, in the case of the Magdalene, knew that these substances were dangerous and were to be used with extreme caution. The above were the baby steps that I needed to take to open myself up to healing spiritually. In previous articles I have spoken about my own drug and alcohol use, in using I was shielding myself from all the pain, just as my parent's were. There is nothing wrong with seeking some respite, but in losing ourselves to substance abuse, we close ourselves off to why the things that are happening to us take place.

Experiencing those horrible feely feels and the drama that too often accompanies them, allows us to move forward with the real reasons why we are here, which is to allow our sacred self to learn whatever lesson or multiple lessons we are tasked to learn. While we wade neck deep through the shit, we of course ask ourselves, why me? And we are angry at the universe, or god, or even the purple polka dot monster which is a pointless waste of energy because, the shit we go through, we signed up for while part of the Kundalini. So what provides you with more comfort, do you (A) believe in nothing (B) pray to an invisible god to magically make the problem go away, or (C) experience the problem knowing that there is a very good reason why you are neck deep in it but you know that when you have learned the lesson your sacred self is far better off?

The medical community around substance abuse says that addiction is a disease, and that is a fact, an addicts brain actually experiences physiological changes, there is a five centimeter shift or about two and a half inches in the ventral tegmental and ventral striatum areas as well as the obvious killing off of brain cells. This shift is permanent brain damage as it leaves the addict with a life long vulnerability to continue their substance abuse, even if or when they get clean and sober. As I have stated elsewhere, I have memories of my time before this realm, while being briefed about this realm, I was warned that on Earth there were powerful addictive substances here that should be avoided at all cost. On the most part I have been able to follow that advise, except I got caught by nicotine, damn cigarettes.

We have talked about how every circumstance or person in our lives has a purpose, the disease of addiction seemingly certainly does not serve the addict. However, the addicts friends and family are likely needing to learn lessons provided by the drama that inevitably takes place while the person is in active addiction. We are in this realm to both teach and learn, it is entirely possible that the addict chose while in the Kundalini to take a role of great personal sacrifice to teach and learn some very hard lessons. Yes, you are right, there seems to be a contradiction there, but remember, we are immortal and have lived many different lifetimes and our only goal is ascension. For the addict, the lesson may be as simple as wanting to know what addiction was, or it could be far deeper, the only real way of knowing is to access the Akashic record.

The Akasha

 

August 15, 2020

In my last article Finding Hope, I ask the questions, Why though? What is the point? As you will recall the article talks about domestic abuse, and how we exist in a separate realm called the Kundalini, and incredibly, how we arrive here, speaking that language. But why are we here in this realm? There is no question that things are extraordinarily harsh here. That harshness has been with us since the beginning; all the way back to 4 billion years ago, when we were but enzymes struggling for life in a volcanic mud pool. We were slaves to our stomachs, not that we had stomachs at that point but you know what I mean. We had no choice, we had to eat or die.

That concept of slaving to survive has followed us right through until today. The Bible from Exodus to Revelations talks about slavery, Exodus 21: 1-11 gives us a bunch of gobbly gook about what we can do with female slaves, married slaves, and children. Our Annunaki overlords, of course gave these rules and regulations, to us. And, it was these Annunaki who created us to be slaves to them. They began the practice of human trafficking, a practice that we find abhorrent, and in my eyes, makes the individuals who do it, no more than filthy parasites.

So, what does slavery, domestic violence, and our purposes here in this realm have to do with each other? As a slave, every imaginable indignity will be done to that individual with the sole purpose of breaking that individual mentally, emotionally, and spiritually, in order to make him/her as pliable as possible. The same can be said in cases of domestic abuse, this is where the abuser will assert absolute control over his/her victim(s).

Lord Krsna assures us that there exists an infinite amount of dimensions that we can, do, and will live in during our immortality. In every one of those dimensions, our primary purpose is to learn, and teach for the sole benefit of our sacred selves, our light beings, those 21 grams that leave our dead corpses when these suits of meat and water no longer serve us.

Whether or not we are the abused, or the abuser, we have harsh lessons to both teach, and learn from the experience. It may be that in previous incarnations, we have done equally shitty things to them or, because we, or they, have chosen to learn a new viewpoint, we have been thrown together in this realm to either hate, love, or just know them and whatever lesson is on the board. Now some of this information is available to us through the Akashic records. The question then becomes, will the guardians of that wondrous library share all of the necessary information with us? They always have our best interest in mind, so it is possible that they may feel that our light being has not attained enough maturity to be given the full story. That being said, they will share some stuff with us to help further ourjourney no matter what. The nice part about those guardians and that library is, we can access them, as many times as we need to in any incarnation. When we are in discussion with them our questions should not be yes or no questions or even when, a better line of questioning is how, and why. And no, do not confuse the Akashic records with ghosts and goblins and Ouija boards. That type of nonsense will do naught but lead you astray and confuse you. Another good practice in regards to the Akashic records is, when accessing them, make sure you are sober, no drugs or alcohol because both substances make your auric field wobbly. The stronger and more stable your aura is, the stronger your connection is to the Akashic records, which will help in your mental, emotional, physical, and spiritual healing.